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i wan to be a good gerl..
hmmm.. well pms-ing now.. so stuff posted might be random!

• i wan to be a real good gerl..
• i wan more money..
• make more more money!!

im thinking of ways to make money and save money at the same time
whenever i work family problems sure arise.

• going back late.
• lesser allowence.
• stayin at home lesser.
• treating the haus as hotel( according to dem)

well.. tell me about it man!

ok.. so im starting on my "eating grass" plan =)
so as to save .
cux my allowence has officially drop by 50
which means its $150/mth
dead meat..

• no more shopping
• no more great food
• no more eatting out
• no more 3 meals a day

gotta jus save save save

well.. pms-ing and cant slp last nite..
so did the "opposite stuff"
i pack my closet..
well, as u noe im abnormal at nite especially w pms
if i cant slp tonite.. i think i will clean my shelves?
or maybe iron my un-iron clothes.

wen to the NHG pharmacy field trip today..
was ok ok.. pms so din realli enjoy.
den go trg..
had a $2.2o dinner

tml gg bac sec sch.
meeting jesse at 8am!
very early!
den dno after tat go wher leh..
all i noe tml work at 6 jiu dui liao..

ok.. shall end here bah..
my stupid vpn cant connect..
sickening-

ps: EGP will be successful-

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hohoho.. today went for this tablet making thingy.

Damn awesome! loL..

making tablet is so fun! loL..

well tats why I lyk science its lyk my interest!

So damn freaking awesome!

Well the lab thingy end early.

About 3.45pm.. den we decided to go cityhall have cofy at gloria’s jeans..hahaha.

enjoy life ryte!!

We lied to J tat we going to have hageen daz fondue and den heading to barfly at nite.

Haha.. she literally believe.

well she is always so gullible

so.. lidat lo.. SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETED!!

HAHAHA.. well peipei sae im very high and faying hua chi..

cux I sae this yr 3 pharma guy quite cute..

den J told her I hua chi not so calm de..

and J talk abt RED! HAHAH..

den I sae “ if u sae RED here, the 1st thing I will do is look for him den react de..”

and 1 min ltr!!!!!!!!!

RED APPEARED!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA..

HE BOUGHT DONUT FACTORY AND WEAR WHITE TOP WITH ADIDAS JACKET.

NIKE SHOES!

HAHAHA fraking high after tat…

n im lyk freakin burning hot!!

Lauffing freaking madly!!!loL..

indeed real awesome la..

and of cux he saw how I react cux he look at me den I lauff lyk siao liao..

lucky not only me cux J aso lauff lyk mad!

She told me its RED! Hahah..

SPEAK OF THE DEVIL MAN!!!!!

HOHOHO…

LOVES-

well cant wait for velvet dragon!!

wahahah.. fishing tym!! but i dowan underage!loL

Well…now sem1 is gone and sem2 is coming.
But before that AVventura will come first!
Until now I still dun feel prepared!
That’s a bad news! But last minute change of partners.
J will be my partner.
And we wun be the last to finish the race!

Perserverance is a sure thing!
J My all time partner.
Not jus in AVventura but also in everything!
thou we’re going to change class and we wun noe how far of near will we be.
But ONE thing I can assure is…
we will definitely have more chance than others to met up.
Cux same IGs ryte.. so dun gif excuses eh.


Chalet is gone in a blink.
Well, we really had a good tym tgt.
Although the rain play on us for a lil while.
But we put it throught the nite man!
Hahha.. reali had great fun!
Playing funni games that make ppl lauff and drop!
With comedian lyk Louis and ganesh..
it’s half the nite gone! loL…

well, drink is for sure.
My les partner change finally!
Hahah.. its yanni. loL..
as u noe im a scary cat..
so she tag me in when Im abt to bath.
Awesome! Will definitely keep in contact man!


Oh ya got to noe celine.
Another chua! loL..
well tennis trg is here!
Haha I dowan waste on beginners’ fee so mus jiayou!!
The 2nd nite of chalet was omg! loL..
better not show the video! loL..
if not J will kill me!
Kate and yanni was half gone!
That’s not the worst! J is TOTALLY gone!
Hahahah.. seeing her and the video simply make me lauff lyk hell ..

tml having this gastrointestinal disorder talk!
seems freakin interesting!
loL.. after tat will have tennis!
den go home..
dno will go roc anot..
cux tat damn mx have reply me!
Everytym wan find her den mia..
now w bf.. its WORST!

hahaha...

ps: misses and loves GFs-

hugging, kissiing,chillin,shoppin will still go on eh..

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my gf J ..loL

transition tym =)

some pics for u guys to enjoy =)

hoho. today is BIATHALON!
awesome! loL.. but i run so slow. loL
i simply took 8.41 mins to run 1.5 K la.
its realli slow!
cux im lookin out for J..

wanted to so print up to yanni
but scared ltr i no strength go up slope.

hahah.. was real awesome.

jeff took 8.1 to swim too. cool eh

so lucky tat all of us al wave 8.

means we start tgt.

corliss and shawn swim frekin fast la.

wahaha.. i heard they use fre style
well.. we took this as leisure onli.

so nvm la. hahah..

my team position 19 lo..
today skip class too. ooppx =x

more pics on the class to come..

more pics on kayak and adv. race ppl to come =)

ps: saw red twice . while waiting and running

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hohoh.. back from trg!
was tired!! lOL but its less den 5KM.
well, im so weak la.. tats all i can sae.
somehow i think i never improve at all
after all this tough trg.. im still weak
welll,BUT im not gg to ask why im weak. BUT ask...
how to be not weak!

seems dumb?!

no its not. cux its brain language!
hahah.. mus understand ur brain so as to be a better person
and so as the lead a better life!
yeaapp=)

and noe wad?
im so gotta make it for AVventura..
its a must! biathalon will be a form of trg.
9 SEPT is the race la..
scary la!!! omg!!
im so gonna make it thru and so gona make it not scary!
YEA~!

well i keep nagging tat i no money ryte?
well.. now i will make full use of brain language.
dun wan to be poor?
den think how not to be poor
how to balance spending and earnings
and not nagging why my life is this and that..
BRAIN LANGUAGE will realli help =)

so ppl!
think positive so as to move on to the new era in life =)

yeappp..
got the influence from rohani the problem solving faci.
she is once a teacher, nurse, motivator
and she studies psychology and things that do with the brain.
you might think that she is a bitch and a mother fcuker when u jus noe her
but the real her is very nice.
she can play and work at the same tym!
with her great influence u will be a better person =)

hadso much fun today.
watch gangster wife 3
den go trg..
circuitts AGAIN
but this is the " BETTER" one
hahaha.. perserverance,determination and stay focus
jus for improvement!

ps: dun be a lazy pig if not u're the 1 that will suffer and regret =)

awesome la.. midule today was relax!!!
loL..
jus damn cool..
today UT was lyk OMG!
its lyk from problem 1 till 14 la
lyk all!!!

hhaha.. hope after moderation i will get A!
loL. yippie

1 more UT on thurs and no more liao
not coming to sch til nxt thurs
and tat thurs wil be chalet!
awesome!

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well ppl.. im fine =)
hahah.. its the toooooottt festival..
scary eh..
cant go bac late hor!!!

din go gym today..
cux tml UT and i scare Kate will be late.
so cancel first.
the rest all dowan go gym.,
so is lyk.. cancel bah..
shall resume nxt week

loL..
well.. im done with sci UT revision..
and yeapp.. from this fri i wun go sci for lesson!
haha clear leave!!
but 23 itself i have to go sch la..
cux my communication's leave clear finish liao.

hahaha.. nvm =)

tml sci UT topics are fun
but i scared i no tym to finish..
UT 3 grades are out except for communication
maths : C+
sci: B+
problem solving: B
enterprise: B

lil improvements but still not happy with it la..
haha until now predicted grades dun have A liao..
cux UT sux la..

well, today is the 1st tym i do VB and not tat stress till siao la..
and noe wad? i understand the code FINALLY!!!
ahahahahaah..
quiz full marks la..
yea yea.. happy!

well fri race!
thurs gna watch the movies i have in the lappy le
tml trg!
hahah.. love trg!

and oh ya..
saw this guy.. pretty handsome!

ps: appreciate what you have for the moment

Today is jus so not my freakin day.

I jus dun lyk it this way.

Things are not in my control.

I have my own difficulties and yet u idiot wun understand.

Den how u expect me to understand urs?!

Im lyk a fucking idiot that NEED to follow u guys arnd.

Im not ur dog pls… I follow arnd and gota se ur fucking face?!

Wad is this man? Im human too k.



u dun nid to be some kind of hypocrite and bring me to doc.

I can dun go.

At most I die earlier than as planned.

Infront of other ppl u will talk to me lyk there’s noting on.

But when I talk to u or ask u smtg..
im lyk talkin to the wall.

A least wall response.

U dun even respond k.

u have no rytes to give me attitude k. dun wan repond huh?

I dun mind. I dun mind not talking ot you im really fine with it.

But the next thing will be ur spouse will come and scold me for giving black face!



Wad is this u tell me?! Look who started it first?

I thot I wil be free from all this kind of crap.

but I happen again. If its $$$ den I cant help it la..

ur pay increase $ $also not enuf .
nvm…


I work for the whol of last yr ,

nv get a cent from u $$ $aso not enuf..
now every month u jus give me a fucking $200 u think its enuff for me?

$200 for meals of 7 days?!

Enuff? With $200 I dun make noise.

Den u still not enuff?! Wth is this..

if u earn 10k per mth I think aso not enuff de..

nvm... i will LEARN how to save!





dun talk to me den dun talk la..

dun make others come asking me why I give a damn black face

Dun tell me u expect me to smile and lauff to myself?!

Are u insane?



My life has nv been better and I dun think It will be better.

last tym I use to have a place wher I cant TEMPORARILY hide from all this problems.

NOW?! No more..

even my aunt told me not to look for her so often.



Lunching and shopping with my aunt aso mus be a shh shh matter..
wtf is wrong with u ppl man.
I need my social circle to take a breathe in life. Unlyk u all.

NO LIFE! With sch and trg I barely only have a day of two to enjoy life.
Now I stil have to work RELUCTANTLY! Its no life..

lidat I only have 1 pathetic day to spend tym gg out and chilling.

Lidat of cux I wil go out w frens la.

If not wad? Stay at hm?!

Lookin at ur fuckin face?!

PLEEAASSSEEE!! No way!


So that’s the reason why I keep going out. Happy?!

I avoid eating at home is because u guys love to feed me with crap food!

And I cant survive with crap food.
Serving crap food and giving excuses that its healthy.

MY FREAKIN ASS! If u claim its healthy, ur health wil be perfect!

But is it perfect!? I doubt so.. so now do u regret giving birth to me?

If yes, den u shud have agreed to DISOWN me when im 9 yrs old.

Why is my life totally opposite from my bros?!


is it that I din the ugly side of their story or tats the fact tat there is biasness?

i stil dno. If u think im rebellious den I have nothing to sae.

Cux the more I change the more u cant accept.



Get a bookworm or a geek to be ur daughter den.

I will GURANTEE u tat u’ll be 10000% glad!

Cux im nv the 1 that will satisfy ur needs.

Im jus another burden for u guys in the family.

ps: no matter wad..problems wil stil lies with me.

w/o me = w/o problem

today was NOT REALLI NICE!
sian la.. fuck up side down left ryte by my lenses
den mus buy new one
and its lyk 39.50?~
damn ex la..
i pay summore damn it!

parents scold scold scold.
onli noe how to give me their fuckingface
den mouth nv stop
lyk wtf la.

met up w chun and frens.
they realli very funni..
queue for donuts
well. i got 1 onli..
cux lazy to take.

den headed to orchard
slack lo. loL.. ate clam chowder.
and noe wad?
1st tym i go out nv shop for stuff..
cux im freakin broke.

imagine u onli got sufficient $ $t survive till end of mth
den u gotta pay for lenses and medical feess
walao.. no money le
bank is real dry
wonder how m i gg to survive for the nxt 2.5 weeks

today jus saw a few good lookin guys.
hah- tATS the onli thing tat will perk me
but too bad.. red is better
hahaha
and i saw ppl taking paddles arnd.
not db stick la..
its paddles!!!!!

den saw tis stupid couple fighting
lyk wth..
until th gerl realli cmi.
jus bcux the guy wan se the gerl's hp.
den after the "show" ended
5 mins ltr see dem lyk ok liao..

if i have such bf..
tats it la..
dowan aso nvm...

hmmm.. tml gg doc again.
sian.
realli dno why mus i suffer ill lidat.
means no swim for me tml..
sad la..
sry jeff and peeps.

jeff-
jus jiayou k..
biathalon u swim 1st den i run..
well jiayou!!!!! =)

ps: i jus dun lyk my life being lyk this-

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i dno what's wrong..
i jus dun feel ryte..
there is this weird feelin in me now.
i skippED sch.
movieD today..
everything was fine till now.
i jus dno what happen to me or wad i wan.

"think carefully what u wan" thats wad i told ppl
but wad abt myself?
haiixx.
im being too sensitive and SELF-CENTERED!
why m i lidat?!
i can gurante im not PMS-ing now.
i jus dno why im in such a situation

i dun lyk to feel so lost.
its not a good feeling..
i dno la.. probably its my fault..
hmmm... im not a god human living on earth.
im a nobody here.
i feel bad

i know im a workaholic
i know. but i cant help it.
i nid cash i admit.
i envy others that can not work and spend.
but not me..
please.. teach me to control

i dun mind eating grass everyday jus to save
i dun mind anyth...
resort to not eatin? i dun mind..
cux i can take it.. i wun feel hungry.

i dno la...
i cant vent my anger out
i cant do anith to relieve myself
i use to ;
do it*
shout
vent at others
shop
eat
ALL this jus to vent it all out!
but not now..

sorry..
tats all i can say.
i've disappoint u guys.

PS: especially disappointed in MYSELF!

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Ytd
most of the ppl late for school
and its lyk only 7 ppl when it is 9.10
The freaking net of RP is lyk freaking SLOW!
Jus dn feel lyk performing today..
But I have to get my grades.
Haixx.. dno wad’s wrong w me.
probably jus sensitive ba..
Now we only have 3 grps?!
Half the class not here and I jus dun have the mood to study.
People jus piss me , or why not sae Im pissed EASILY..

watch perfect stranger ytd
the show was AWESOME!!
HAHAHA.. freaking nice de..
so highly recmmended!


today was ok..
life was a lil better.
UT wan change ans but cant
today my grp slide is jus 8slides.
hahaah.. dun care ba..

mood was ok ok ..
i think tat im too self-centered ba..
wanting others to go in my way onli kind.
well, so far onli A FEW PPL can.
and they are my sec sch mates

went swens for lunch.
had beef frank..
awesome la..
loL.. well.. i jus cant control my spendings.

why ppl wil be bias?

ap den mus gif in..

bu jian de i ap u all gif in to me..

lidat big fuck eh..

dno la..
im jus SENSITIVE!

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hmmm..
today no mood..
maths and VB kiling me!
help help help!

dno its pms or wad..
jus no mood in everything!
everything lyk so wrong leh
i think ppl wun accept for who m i
sad case.. but shud b a fact.
probably im sensitive ba. but thats me
i think alot!

sorry ppl..
in jus so not in the mood.
if i were to force myself..
things wun be ryte and i'll spoil the day.


yea.. so join u guys next tym

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hoho.. jus finish my everything!
haha. today UT i mis out 1 qxn 2m lo..
nvm..

trg was fun today..
hahah.. although i got bruises on me.. but
still very fun!
loL..
my body now lyk jelly.. hahah
jus damn tired.
my knee pain liao..
thnx to the wall..loL


hmmmmm...
did sci today.. but not realli hapy with the outcome
but at least its better than last week.

well.. after trg go see match
n noe wad?
red and white ther!
haha when i left i look up summore.
den red saw me looking.
ooppx..
hahaha. till now we haven talk in sch..
but nvm... im fine w it...

i din stay thru the match..
but 3rd quater RP leading..
well.. can win de ba.. haha
see them play is lyk. " wow, so smart"
hahah

tml will be maths..
n means might not have ppt again!! hahah
but mus think alot!
ok. i wan go slp liao..
feeling real tired!

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ytd..
went for jack's dinner and JUMP..
pms so din realli enjoy..
but had lil great tym.. tml i will get the pics and u'll noe how much we enjoy!
DB is lyk childish..loL
guys are boys wad to do...
*shake head$*


today
went vivo..
shud be a very fun day..
but it started w a very not fun day..
its so not my day...

1st was PMS
den...
took bus from amk to vivo.
thot i will be late but..
in the end i have to wait for another 1hr 45 min.
which means 105min...

first tym wait for ppl so long and its at vivo!!!
feel lyk jus gg back lidat ...
i thot my sec sch frens late is very late liao..
but this is worse.
was freaking pissed...

the next thing is..
wanted to go bac liao.. but drag drag drag till -_-
den the other thing is the fucking cab!!
waited for 45min. den in the end took bus till SGH and call for cab!
wad the hell ryte?!
tml still got UT.. and i haven study..