I dno why.. but I jus feel so not well today..
Why I get to know it I din feel anything but after reading the blogs Im lyk feel so wrong I guess?
Something inside just don’t set down. Somehow feeling stupid that such feelings are coming in my way but at times such stuff can’t be avoided and things are not in our hands to control. Kinda true?

Well skate with Skateline again and guess what. I FELL! Landed on my butt but the pain is in the head. Sudden feeling of giddiness, stars are very where and ears are block. Just felt like I’ve just regain conscious. Well, feeling alright now. But just came to realise that sports are not just sports but its activities with different experiences!

well, end here then. shall do some meaningful stuff

29 jan 08

lesson today is maths... and its like.. -_-
faci go thru and here i m... not bothering.. hahaha
ytd we had science and guess wad... we did nth.. but played captains ball..
damn cool can...after tat headed to pack goodie bag...
and i realise things are not real much and lil.lol

hmmm. im like damn bored recently.. and have yet to know why..
son after the race wil be follow up sponsor stuff..
damn stupid but its our job.
sunday gota do some shopping for CNY..
im sitll so not ready for CNY and us dno why.
ang i've yet to watch my damn movie.... BODY 19!!!
nobody is watching with me..
all think that it is disgusting... i think its gone from the cineplexes alrdy.





this is the making of the cupcakes last wednesday:)
haha.. done at j's place..
it's our first try and it taste lke... OMG!
HAH. it edible...
did it the first time..
so we tried the choc flavour w marshmellow and smarties as decos
hols we'll do it again :)

first row pic wil be the wearing of MQ's cardigen ( john, tofu and sham )

then the next row will be the posing:)

this is tofu and sham

admin head and sponsor head respectively..
they are kinda insane...
orange specs is j's
and black kuku specs from tofu.

these are some people that are insane and aso from adventure racing IG.
and guess wad.. more days to race.
and ltr im off to learn skate :)

PROMOTING DIFFERENT TYPE OF

I

UNIVERSITY

HOHOHO... long to blog..

recently im so so freakin fascinated over Universities!

its like a die die must route for me kinda stuff....

well.. NUS and NTU is the choice.. BUT!!

its top 33 in the world only..

hahhaa...

the real choice will be oxford and HK.

its top 20 in the world..

well.. really gotta mugg and stuff..

going oxford means... IELTS

seems kinda naive..

take degree in science major in material sciences and minor is food science.

isn't it awesome?!!!

hahaha

this is so awesome...

this is awesome soo...

MQ birthday celebration :)


the above are pics of sentosa cove:) nice ryte?

hoho.. long to update ryte..but still too bz.. so lil pics to share :)

here are some fun stuff.. saw it sumwher.. so intend to do The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person. You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 80%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world. You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future. You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way.

How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?

You Probably Look Your Age (At Least!)

You don't really respect your body, and that may catch up with you over time. Relax a little and try to take care of yourself. If not, you'll have a lot of botox in your future.

Do You Look Your Age?

You Are 40% Control Freak

You have achieved the perfect balance of control and letting go. You tend to roll with whatever life brings, but you never get complacent.

Are You A Control Freak?

You Are 62% Thankful

You are a very thankful person - for both the big and little things in life. Your optimism is powerful. Getting through hard times is fairly easy for you.

How Thankful Are You?

You Are a Little Addicted to Gossip

In your view, most gossip is pretty harmless. And it's a pretty fun way to pass the time! You're willing to pass on some juicy details... As long as you're not impacting anyone's personal life too deeply.

Are You Addicted to Gossip?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

You're a Part Time Brainiac

No doubt about it, you have the potential for big brain power. But potential doesn't get you to genius. It's going to take some work. Like most smart people, you enjoy a good intellectual challenge every now and then. But you do tend to shy away from anything difficult, frustrating, or complex. Push yourself to think, learn, and explore more... even when it feels bad. You have the capacity to solve amazingly difficult problems. You just need to let yourself do it.

Are You a Brainiac?

No love, no friendship,
can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever.

meaningful ryte.. hahahah..
hmmm feeling far better..
i wan to sleep till drop .. but tml got skateline meeting..
damn it..

argghhh... damn it..
but at least the sponsors are coming in and things are going on pretty fine:)

i jus dno why.. some ppl jus so senstitive.
but it jus like... a joke!!!???
so omg la... aiya.. they insecure or wad?
dots....
its getting on my nerves!!
argghhh -

hmmm.. today did culture and finish ppt during first meeting.
hahah... so wad if culture teach not to stereotype?
i dun care... i will still do so..
hahaha..
GETTING UNDER MY SKIN...

dun say that i've change, because i have not change.
and its your brain tat is childish -_-

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well. after all those whining and stuff..
i'm far far better:)
haha.. jus finish UT and its like..
nvm... hahaha..
skip my seminar stuff.. damn waste la..

my granny admit to alexabdra hospital ytd.
she fell and fractured her bones.
to be exact, i dno wad happen.. cux no1 at home!

well.. she called my dad and yea...
dad send her dere.
but i jus dno why tghe hospital police post call home -_-
haha.. ltr gg hospital with tessa n aunt..
so yea.. leaving early...
after sponsor meeting den go go go..
cya

080108

im jus so freakin pissed and stress out with al the race stuff.
and my freaking parents are like givin me problems.

arrghh.. tell me abt it..

how many more things am i going to handle as 2 feb is nearing?
jus feel like grabbing the laptop, smash it and MIA for a moment!

i jus dun understand why am i so busy?
my freakin dad saes its because i dno how to manange my time well.
...( speechless) maybe it true?

until now i haven prepare myself for any UTs and lessons are turning me off!
and im skiping my longing seminar this thurs! wad a waste .
thanks to the freaking UT and some BLOODY BITCH!
arrgghhh.. PRICELESS WASTAGE!


CNY is around the corner, and guess wad?
im so not prepared!!!
thurs not club? sorry but hereby im cant confirm!

* sorry gerls for the dillemma*
* sorry guys because i called u guys and yet im not confirm*

im somehow tired with stuff?
i simply dno wads hapening.
and freaking parents are putting me in a difficult situation.
" i dun expect u to help, but at least pack ur room by sat!"
tell me abt it! SAT?!
how i freakin pack?
the jfhgor CNY is not lyk next week?!

can i jus skip this CNY?
will everything jus paused fo the moment?!

im lyk TOTALLY WIPED OUT and nobody will understand!

hahaha.. the above are stickers from northface and pic gift frm johnne

haha. random pic we took after maria's game..

hmmm ok.. when orchard w j n cel..

and shopped like omg!

hahah in get anyth la..

cux dno wad to buy..

migraine attacked.. and tml is school..

thinkin abt clubbing.. hahaa.. thurs is the chance..

might be gg with paul, matthew,j,cel.

fri is cel-mum bday.. maybe not gg sch..

dno leh.. hahahaha... and yea.. gna jus spend 50 or the month! haha

try try try!!

EGP>.. here i come!!!

busy with race stuff again..
like -_-
a've done my stuff and now left with finance..
so idiotic la!!!!
FINANCE SO FREAKIN IRRITATING!
soon i'll blast the participants.. hahah

well, tml gg out..
somehow not in the mood of gg out.
but i have to cux i dowan to be at home.. doing crap!
hmmm... thinking abt 2 words " utterly disappointed"
dno why.. but yea..

today stayed at home..
did not help to paint..
basicaly waste my life...hah-
reminsced .. lots of stuff.

went courts at nite..
and got mouse for myself..
and guess wad.. i risk my life to get travelPAC. lOL


my new target...
EGP and be like my couz! hahaa

ps: True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost.

040108

hmmmm.... busy as usual..
today went the north face office..
freakin awesome..
frenly dominic..he gave us stickers
hope he'll give us nice nice stuff for race..
next will be fieldgear and travelpac!!
and guess wad.. travelpac meeting in sch!

recently freakin busy..
task on hand is lyk -__-
and workload jus increased!
not jus sponsor..
still have finance ( which i nv touch it) and registration

like so OMGG!!!
hmm hurry race over den i'll get the north face discount voucher
and buy the bag...
hahah .. far better den crumpler..( so common!)

yea yea..
tml cant go out..
damn it.. shall do my registration stuff and finance..
like finally i'll touch... den help to pain house a lil...
hmmm... watchin urban legend now...
WTF.. so scary!

freakin sian..
tml have the damn meeting. and most probably the HK trip cancel.
due to hike of prices and canada aunt is gg to hk!
like so last minute la.. damn it!
arghh... go wher wher wher???
think shall jus hog on w swens and be workaholic again.
sometimes i jus feel like being alone... ( jus for the moment)
yet sometimes i need some1 to be there for me..
contradictiing ryte. CRAP!


hmmm.... now at aunt house relax!
hohoh... not realli. cux tml meeting at kembangan 9.15am
my freakin couz is lyk freakin thin..
ANOREXIC for sure!
legs and arms like bird leg la so siao saio siao!!

PS:Love is a fire.

But whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house, you can never tell.

I look at you,And a smile grows in my face.
Just to remember the times,When you could've been mine.
As you gives me a hug,While you puts yourarms around me.
I remember what I would've gave
To only have a chance with you.
But now I see you,In a different light.
Yes, you still means the world to me,But now its a different way.
this friendship means a lot to me,
Although we never had much anything else.
Now I see why God doesn't answer all prayers,
Because some things are left better untouched.

aint this awesome?
yea.. the above is for someone..
and if you* happen to read it, appreciate pls...
because u realli forgot the essence of frens...


sometimes people jus dun appreciate the things they have..
but somethings are appreciated us tat appreciation cant be shown.
life is so complicated and everybody will have a different story to share..
you might have a r'ship for merely a month or two.
but it might be the best of the best ,comparing it to a 4- 5 yrs r'ship..
time dun realli matter..
its the matter in the heart and how people accept and appreciate

ps: Friendship is always a sweet responsibilty, never an oppourtunity.