have been working out this few days and guess wad?! i think i grew fat! arrgghh-
this is stupid, but i really think so ( cause im never slim). this is sickening, but a fterevery workout sessions, i feel so shiok. tank is like... food for my eyes (better den addi). james know girls well enough. cool.this week, i met 4new people.. goody goody! my target will be CNY!! but oct will be the best!resistance and cardio, cause im fat!


the hols is coming and yea! it will be work + gym + kayak( i guess) = totally awesome!
and maybe occasionally club. its hols and yeam, club wil not be a bad thing. hahahha

tml will be my last UT and yea!!! hahahah... time to skip school! skip school and i can gym + work.
which means have fun and chiong for cash! recently now craves for shopping and it seems like a very good thing! all i wan now is to get new sportsbra, training bottoms( tights?) and shoebag!

since peipei lost shoebag its like , no proper shoebag used! grrrr- queensway here i come!

ps: Nahrung sind manchmal ekelhaft

back form mx's wedding. was a very busy day and yea.. tired!
gotta wait for pictures and yea..
you might lok best in gowns but the aftermath might be scary. ( tats for me)
just hope things change and they will do well (:
bless you guys...

its the start of UT4 and guess what? my module grade for applied chem is " gone case!"
people do agree that i think too much in UT. and i have to accept the fact and agree. now i seriously just want to go missing. shutting myself in a corner, off my hp and have no access to all communication device and that include being online. it's easy to do so, but that means no workouts and school.

is this a moment of desperation or some crappy excuses that i'm giving myself to stay away from reality? i don't know. 2 more UT for this week and it's the only time i can pull my other module grades up.

last night, i dreamt that i'm lying on my bed about to fall asleep. suddenly i just puke rice out of my mouth. and it's like " im fine with it kinda thing" . not really a nightmare, jus din noe i will have such dream. all i want to do now is shut shut shut!

i'm so missing subway ):

odio el alimento ; cixerona

it's been awhile since i last watch a bball match. and yea, i watched on wed and today.
was there to support some friend of mine. on wed, bitch when down w me and today was jess.

wed was the NTU trip and guess what, i' ve change my mind and i dont wan to go yr 1 NTU. the modules are like BORING! so pray hard my gpa increase and yea.. go NTU yr2(:
and glad to know that bitch trusted/believed me.. hahha.. cool eh..

today. had MTS and it was facilitated by some indian. was a joke with his accent around. after class when for run w jess outside sch and we explored the north entrance of the park. was pretty cool, one of the nice nature reserve like park. after that was bball match. RP lose to TP. but nvm.. before heading back aw addison! loL.. he was the sex that cure my headache for the night. but while walkin back, it reacted again. so in other words, mus see him.

tml will be water trg and yea new coach. addison's friend. hope she's some kind soul(:

ps: virtual is better than reality

if other were there to help, and you dont make an effort. nothin will happen.

it's like kinda dumb to whine about other's grade. but the fact is, i tried helping and people took it for granted. tetbook is for reference and others just done use it. told them to bring but they brought to return it to me! kinda dumb... but sometimes help is like "no use!"

and guess wad?! i dreamt that i'm attached to a guy who like to resort to violence.. loL.. simply influenced by the movie "men-in-white". weird-
my arm is like strain and my blue black is like , OMG. but well, it's worthwhile(:

ps: dreams are are sub-Conscious mind

skip andy's class and acc mx to KK hospital.. and its like, 80% girl!! yippie!!
went to jan's place and her haus is like OMG! loL.. watch 21 and had dinner there. and found this super cute plush on the sofa.. hahahaa metin up with her is so great! HOHOH-

it's the OSIM SINGAPORE INTERNATIONAL TRIATHLON 2008
and we're on kayaks(:
i hope we'll join it next year or mayb the next.

if we cant make it at least we be on kayaks again (:
looking at people swimming. ranging from lil kids to old grandads. felt so freakin motivated. and i have to superly train for my human race run. and this picture was taken by our lovely jiemei. he pop up giving us a wonderful surprise and yea... took pic of us. cant realli wait for him to sent so "print screen-ed" it. sorry uncle frey.loL

ps: mind over body and you an do it!

ok people... this is ANDY SIM !

hahahah... cute? so funny ryte.. he suppor this children cancer foundation(:

awww- today UT was.. not too bad.. and today's physic problem was not bad...

today's class is not too bad too.. training is like awesome too...

tml is like no schol :(

gg chk up w mx and go jan's place... shud be a good day (:

ps: iphone is launching tml

i hereby start my night with this post and den off for UT revision.
well, had great time today and yea... ( not soft-heartened)
now have the sudden urge to go overseas after RP. but NTU is still my choice! well, i all plays in the mind so.... if you tell yourself you can you will really can :)

be humble at times and be boastful too. because it all starts with themind. if you think you are the best student and will make an effort to not let others climb over you. you can do it.. so give yourself a pat on your back and pull up your socks.... it will do you good(:

andy send us his RJ and after reading, i expect that he retain in sec3. everybody have their transition point and for me i guess isthe point wher i chose to come to RP.

shall talk to myself everyday. talk to my lovely mind:)

ps: iphone is launchin :)

today will be the 1st offical say of "clearing leave"
aint it cool? recently has been talkin on the fone.. well, on msn too. abt the same stuff.
and after all those effort, someth happen and hit me back to square 1. it's the last time alrdy cux he is leaving..

today is the stupid palme asia thingy, when quite well and hope that late 20s uncle dun pester me. hahahaha... tml will be the day out so shall revise a lil physic today. thursday will be the last UT3!! yipppiiieee!!!! pray UT2 for physic is a good one den UT 4 dun nid to stress.

friday will be so interesting. filled with events and i'm sipping andy's class.. hmmm.. hope i can catch up. nvm,the tb will help me along! and yea... ANDY BECAME BOTAK! until noe i've yet to see him, but wil get the pic soon.

ps: saving for my lovely iphone (:

this is so stupid!
my charger spoil!! and yea.. why not LCD spoil. den change to mac!!! stupid!
anw, my dad agree to iphone.. PROVIDED i pay... i alrdy reserve it.. but thnx to PBL, it seems that its SGD300 +2yr plan.. so in other words. more than tat!

sunday i have the kayak thing and i forget im working.. so freakin dead!
n noe wad, with accompaniment, sometimes when things ur circle change its obvious.
UT today was alright i hope.. realli depends on how that freee willy mark, cux its skeptical and arguementable! ( pray hard-)

tml out with jessy n mx.. and noe wad.. i need cash.. dno why.. money use so fast.
and i phone, hurry come! i wan black and 4Gb will be good. ( even though no more, only left 8 n 16)

ps: if you try you fail, but if you nv try you wun noe

the meet up (:

another wednesday... to get my stuff n her bag..loL ( kuku)

the weirdo we see while walking to sch! so omg! loL