shifted

i've shifted to anivivonly.wordpress.com

alright. shall admit that i'm seriously affected by the fact that he'll be leaving in abt 49hrs time. i do not know how am i gonna face everything, how my life will be and all. i really want to leave with him but i just cant. i'm not sad and not worried about things changing becaue i know it wont. but it's just this feeling in me. the feeling that make me cry involuntarily. honestly, i cant focus for my last UT and i'm so not prepared for NHG poster making. all i want to do is to be alone. all alone in my room with my everything, no1 bothering me or even askin " are you ok". i'm seriously irritated by it. so please... keep that all away. after seeing him off, i just wanna head to a place where i can just shut up, not questioned and prolly cry. i just dont know why im crying.

ps: i'll really miss you dear..