30-05-07

GRILLED, MICROWAVED AND BARBECUED
THE ACT CUTE MODE ( 1,2,3,4,5,6) I WAN THIS GREENIE ADIDAS WATCH
GRILLED MOUSE AND BARBECUED BANANA




once again i reach school very early!

i jus cant wait for school holidays la..

can slp late, wakeup late, shopping

and of cux exams are over!!!



i dun think i will take sub paper bah...

oh y not say i CANT take sub paper

finaly clare's blogcan be easily access.

hahaha... i noid to work la..

gotta buck up!!



mus buck up in all ways..

tennis, kayak, money and studies!

its a mus mus mus la!!!



im lyk so tired now!

dno why leh..

llast nite got funni funni dreams la..

hahah... damn funni jiu duai liao..

ltr after school.. gg gym w adele and jera

im so lookin forward for 6,9,10 june la

go grab stuff for IG and of cux 9,10june will be kayaking at changi!!

ade ad suyuan will go take 1star..

and we're there to acc dem!

den we can go mad w charmine and jermine





den must start to work!

i wan buy alot of things la..

sportsbra

tennis racket

shoes

bag

bottle

fbt

shoebag

greenie adidas watch



hahaha. alot liao lo.. i tink 500bucks den enuff!

but now cash flow so tight! so buying to urgent 1 first

which is racket,shoe and sportsbra!!!

and this will cost me abt 350bucks!!

wher i find the money!!!!

SIAO LIAO!!!

29-05-07

im lyk so early in sch! so here i m to blog.. cux nv bring books to study!
ok.. wkends is filed w kayak!
cux i took 1star! n i pass! hahaha..
i love the sun and water n kayak fulfil it all!
cool ryte?! n the sun is so generous and is filld w warmth tat i got SUNBURN!

wahahaha...
jus love ALC
love TAUS
love ALC cliq

ytd was MDIS last 2nd paper!!!
cool.. n noe wad.. i did the money question.. ( the open ended)
which is lyk arguementative essay like.haha
shud not b a problem to pass..
thr burns on my arms are so WONDERFUL tat im a BARBECUED BANANA!

TODAY
having sci module!!
something abt physics again..
now i gotta fight against the hatred for science..
if not my grades will be affected.
well.. as u noe i have high expectation for science especially
gott realli pul up my socks.

after sci there is labwork
yeap!!!! lyk so FINALLY!!!!
its CE activity! cool ryte?!


cant wait to go kayak AGAIN!!
cant wait for hols too. i wan work..
den i can go outside training for tennis!!
jiayou!!!!

im so gonna change the banana to the new banana!!!
so jiayou!!!

oh ya... thnx to all those tat send me d luck wishes for exam!

chunli: not i nv reply ur sms.. its i cant send thru! its still PENDING!

24 -05-07

today is jus not my day..
although i saw red today, but my reaction was damn weird!
I DIN REACT!
din wna blog de.. but my mood jus force me to blog
was damn stress up today!
damn tired!
and went hm .. gt scolded!
im mean its lyk wad the fcuk la..

this has always been a constant problem!
fcuk sial!
i think gotta use both combination and permutation to chk the probability la
now wad the hell they wan man>?!
so wad if i stay out tlate and reach hm at 9.30?
cant i be studyin out?
cant i jus have my own life?

i jus dno wad the hell you wan la..
in ur mind all u think of is $$$
wad else u have man!
exam cuming den stil wan stress me..
u sae u noe i have exams and stuff..
den dun stress me la.. i had enuf of all this la..
u wan me join tennis i join.
den i stick w my kayak la..
lidat aso wan kaopeh! all u think its $$$
have u eva rmb that im ur daughter anot?

in this culture now u nid $$
no $$$ no talk! dun you noe tat logic?!
if i nv work u all scold
work aso scold.. den wad the hell you wan ???
im not some pri sch kid la!!! pls la!! i have my own life.
i dun nid u to restrict me!

im lyk running out of tym alrdy
den u come stress me.. now ntg can go in my brain
i jus gt the feeling tat i gotta take sub paper la..
but I CANT!!! can u ppl jus leave me alone for ONCE?!!!!

DUN MAKE ME DO THINGS IM NOT SUPPOSE TO DO!

i dun wan to look UGLY AND DEAF!

i beg u all k... dun stress me!

I HAD ENUFF!

15-05-07

i jus lyk making new friends
somehow when the wires are messed up.. i will b noisy
n will jus talk to people suddenly
and sometyms i will end up waitin for ppl to aproach me.
well this all depends, if im alone i tends to shut up ryte? loL..
tats no. 4!


i wan to buy sportwear!!!
i nid alot of stuff la! loL.
gg beach rd someday n queenway tml!
n of cux w caemie n jera!
somehow we click best!

ohya. had lucnch w ivan today..
he's quite a fun guy to b w..
w him u lauff till drop la..
hmmm.. in conclusion.
kayak rocks!!!
well as the sayin goes.. its for ENTERTAINMENT AND LEISURE!
so it shud b damn fun!!
after exams havelots of activities lined up for me!!!

yippie!!! hurry exam finish n graduate!!!

13-05-07

haha.. i jus added him on msn n he talk to me!!
not GER-RED..
another 1..
lets gif a name..
hmmm.. i dno leh.. will ANNOUCE soon la..
hahaha..onli a few peeps noe..
well as usual, the humourous sort lo!!
haha.. talkin on msn now..
cool ryte.. THE MAIN THINGS IS
HE TALK TO ME! loL

but of cux he is shorter den Ger-red.. ahaha
as u noe ger-red is 184..
wad can i sae ryte?

oh ya.. kexin getin married liao!!!
rom this july!
he suddenly sms me la.. shock! cux i din have his no.
loL.. well.. he invite some assholes from roc too..
hahaha.. mx n i is invited too!!!
yea yea..

ytd kayak was fun!
loL.. finally get to touch kayak again!
damn cool man!!!
haha. sat gg again!! but weekdays mus buck up on OB n BA
suddenly lyk nv study lidat..
mus continue liao!!

pull up the socks!!

oh ya... emotion affect
but forget to post smtg..
FINALLY I SEE GER-RED!
wahahaha... ytd when im gg to queue for 902
n today 2nd breakout in hell ( non.a/c fdcrt)

damn awww- la..
he jus perks me up!
its lyk, im sad by minloo's news den he appear at the ryte tym to make me go high!


*if only a day he say hi n talk to me personally ( both msn n face to face)

110507

receives a news...

my pri sch fren jus passed away

on the very morning of 9may, 9.45am

it was on the papers that very nite.

the news was so sudden

we sort of lost contact when ew left pri sch.

she was my cca-mate.

the onli i rmb is the cca chalet at sentosa ( pri6)

that the last tym we're tgt sharing our laughter and joys.

she was a very cheerful and hyper gerl..

but its so unexpected that she's actually sufferin from depression (sec4)

shewas under medecation and her parents thot that it was in control

but 6wks ago her grandma jus passed away.

and its a blow to her, bcux she very close to her grandma

few day back her family was viewin the clip of the funeral of her grandma

probably tat trigers her emotion.

she wrote her last words...

to the police, friends and of cause parents

and jus jump down fromn a 21 story building

wad i heard was it's her aunt's blk.

her maid thot she was jokin wan she called her to kill her

as she wans to join her granny up there*

ytd, i went to the wake of hers at sin ming drive

met up with a group of RV peeps.( those tat we have not met up so abt 3-4 yrs)

its a happy thing we are gathering. BUT cant believe its at a wake.

i took a last look at her..

she's still as pretty lyk b4..

all this is fated.. so when its tym its tym..

she left the world.. but she'll always be with us.

W'LL MISS YOU MIN LOO

YOU'LL ALWAYS BE LOVE AND REMEMBERED !

07-05-07

its a nice date ryte? loL
07-05-07

until now haven see GE-red..
gotta change name from red to GE-red.. if not SUMBODY jealous
cux RED i her blck dino!!!wahahah
n stop sayin jeff not cute n handsome la... he's not bad..
betta than the guy u show me on frenster

hmm.. i reach sch damn early today. the 1st to reach
8.20am.. loL
den i make use of my tym la... do notes for OB
ltr g library to get boks to understand more on 4 culture and org mgt
n now tenis formally start in AUG! damn it long!

chat w siti darling, miss her la.
they all wan me to go bac to work but they leaving in arnd JULY
DAMN IT! den still call me go back!
wahahaah... den talk abt HIM*
yea, sad to say but he is my EX
he jus cant accept the fact la..
wan me to turn to gerls den he happy ar?!
SIAO!!
NOWAY MAN!!

went orchard ytd, met up w xueni!
hahah.. talk n crap alot..
thnx to mx la.. hahah.. cux she so long la..
from 5pm wait till 8.45pm den see her~
bought an organiser, damn cute la.. wahahahah
very school ger kind of organiser!

oh ya.. kayak replied!
cool eh.. loL.. well.. wun giv up on kayak..
dun care la.. so wad if parents dun allow.. dey shut up alrdy!
tats a good thing!!

well.. soon the faci is cuming in..
1st tym the pt finish so early!!
we even sort of prepare wad to say!
hahaha.. cool eh..

gotta mug for exams liao
help!!

05-05-07

well.. im feelin damn it beter =)
acer is so -_- la..
microsoft aso dno how to bot properly..
mon gotta go IThelpdesk to reboot everytg!

fuck up!

today is jus SO NOT MY DAY!
i dno wad's happening.. evryth jus seems so wrong
even presentation in sch!!!
im lyk damn stress!!! i jus dno why!!
mayb its pms or smtg but i jus fel lyk crying..

blasting music in my EAR is USELESS now.. i wun de-stress me
i dno whether i can take this or not..
it jus seems so wrong!
is this the poly life im seekin for??
or its bcux of my MDIS??
damn fuck it la!
work can destress me.. but not this tym round..
am i insane or smtg?

i fume easily these days..
sorry to those i've flared.. realli sorry..
i jus cant help it..
ade especially.. SRY EH

mayb i shud go club...
i need to realli jus let go!! i dun think i can take it anymore!
im lyk even DREAMING of exams?! wtf
i wan to shop n relax BADLY
but no1 seems to be free...

wud some1 tell me wad to do?
bad things jus keep cuming..
i jus feel lyk doing it*.. but i noe shud not be doing it*..
i dno whether i can resist or not..
if i cant find it* mayb i wun...

no1 will ever understand wad im gg thru
n im not here to wellow in self pity..
cux its realli no use. mayb meetin mx la..
not realli sure depends on my emotional status

mx- i think onli u will understand la
so talk sense into me!!!
im lyk clueles in everything!

FUCK LA...

LAZY TO TYPE

I TYPE SO DAMN IT LONG AND ITS GONE!