hohoho...
ytd trg finish den go dinner
reach hm at 10plus lo...
wad i heard is the trg ytd is worse than on tues.
cux tues is jus running
but ytd got so mani mixtures la..
even the damn stairs.
and guess wad... im jus tired but muscles not aching..
phew~

okok.. today problem sems fun.. shall blogg ltr today...

PHOTOGRAPHY LESSON!

MOODLESS TODAY!!!

hmm.. dno why la.. ppl sms me aso no mood to reply
so.. sry for those who sms me today..
well.. has this mini photo session in class today..
most of us finish ppt 1.5hr earlier
had lunch too..

when mentoring today..
was not in the mood yet we talk abt parents
somehow its inevitable.
parents are SICK!
SICK IN THE MIND!
siao de la..

tml trg..
lyk finally i can make it!
n due to unforeseen circumstances, gym session is changed to mon
no longer wed!!
so its mon,tues,thurs and sat
hohoho. JEAN ROCK la...
we shall realli be prepared!
sat after kayak mayb gg zhuang yuheng's bdae..
well, not sure...

fri maybe gg home club.. aso not sure
cux we seems to decide only the LAST MIN
many thots gg in my mind
well, not abt him (lyk DUH-)
some other stuff..
family, frens, studies, cash, time, work,health
tats REAL lot!!!

will tat full tablespoon of oil reali help? ooppss=x

thanks valent!!!

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my day had not got any better..
cant slp well..
all thanks to the HUG!

hmmm.. heard tat adv. race trg was AWESOME!!
jus too bad cant go ytd..
well, I SHUD HAVE GO
den all those wun happen.

today having enterprise..
the damn new faci la.. walao.. gave me "B"
shocking la...


okok.. end here 1st..

him

yeap i agreee i cant face reality
i agree i aboid
i agree tat i lie to myself..
but thhat'sthe onli thing i can do..

haiix..once again i fail myself..
i haven let him go..
he talk to me jus now b4 i go bac..
n b4 he went back to outlet.. he hug me..
argggh...
and i cried!!

i jus dno when will i totally give up

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hohoho.. hot ryte??
HAHAHA.. MY DESKTOP!!! N IM LYK ADMIRING IT!!
hahaha.. thanks to GERALD!!!
lyk finally i change the theme of the damn desktop!!

I CANT GO TRG!!!! sad sad sad
cux work la.. den cant expect to change again la.. hmmm..
if not lyk damn jialat!
so gota go work.. hmmm..
so zuo ai de~!

today UT lo..
pretty jialat la!!! hahaha... cux got calculation..
dno wad i write is correct or not.. cux to me it make sense!

getting toufu present den gg to work tata~

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RANDOM PICS!

J's specs

RECAP: LOOK!

PEIPEI'S BEFORE AND AFTER so cool la..

thnx to my marketing skills

buden she's forced to dyed back thnx to demanding parents!

b4
after!

finally trg start n im ocupied!!

HOHOHO-

ZUO AI DE LOVE IT MAN!!!

but its my dad now, NAGGING!!!

fcuk lo.. kns.. " if u cannot take it u betta do smtg abt!"

well, back to the main prob again la..

call me dun work.. if i dun work i will die..

cannot take it aso mus take it la.

gym-ed w adele, jera and kate!!

well.. jus love it.

when u're occupied w gossips and working out at the same tym,

you wun realise tat u did it for a long tym!

hhhahaha...

1 wk 7 days u think enuff ar?

if u dun make it COMPULSORY tat i gota b w the damn family

den i sure enuff!

tue to thurs land trg

sat water trg

lidat only can work mon,fri and sun

if suay suay mon or fri meeting den jialat liao

argghhh... i rather my life have such pack n filled schdule la..

better den idiling arnd and face 4walls of the haus

or y not sae face the damn family!

SO SHIITTYYY!!!

hohoho...

love my busy life now...

tired oso will take it la..

pls la.. i noe my limits lo..

whenever i start workin den parents will nag nag nag

n they will nv change.. ALWAYS use HEALTH as an excuse!

tats why i slp late dey aso wan to kaopeh!

hmmm... i noe how to take care of myself la!

i nv knew W26H gerls are so horny!!

UNTIL TODAY!!

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life was lyk AWESOME!!! hahah..
was real damn fun when you can leave home
n be w the people you wan to be with..
KATE, JERA and PEIPEI!!! hohoho.. hyper sial.
spent the nite at peipei's haus and her sis jus arrive ytd..
very awesome!! had real fun..
realised tat im not the onli 1 with famity kinda shit..

peipei and jera thave it too.
ytd i think its a curseD day for parents?
all lyk fuck up tats y...
hahah.. if onli parents will be lyk kate's mum..
pretty awesome.. but at tyms do nag too

ytd we ate swensens for dinner
den cab to bishan rent vcd
den go peipei haus.
stayed up until abt 4.30
hahah... everybody surrender. al wan to slp
at 1st our deal was " who slp 1st treat prata for breakfast"
hEH-
as usual we took it serioxly
but in the end we wun wan ppl to treat la..
hohoho..

prata was delicious!!
jus so yummy..
n was late for work!!
i din noe i work 11 i thot 12
den 10.5 i call outlet sae i wil be late.
den mahirah sae i work 11 not 12
hahaha.. den i continue saying
" DEN I WILL BE DAMN LATE!"

hahaha
lucky she good mood
if nt i sure kena fcuk up side down left ryte..
hohoho

hmm.. somehow paxson is realli nice.. hahah
hahah.. he will crap w me de..
something tat i will look forward to when gg to work
hmm. now everytym work nite.. abit sian liao. but wad to do

paxson sae i alwaysgo training and kayak.. den lok so buff..
OMG~ shit man..
buff leh..
buff cant tone down
fat can slim down
jialat la!!!

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had the damn dinner at vivo last nite
w the HK peeps
and den again... i cant take food at late nite..
or will not sae mus be lucky to have a good stomach tat moment..
cux..NOW, my stomach is freakin pain
den jus wana puke la..
feel so sick..

well, as usual
got mac's hot tea and delifrance's cossiant( wadeva the spelling)
jus dun feel ryte..
i haven refill my tea until now..
n my bread haven even bite la.
i dno will i waste it today
cux jus feel sick
argghh

jialat la..
den toufu plan to have supper on sat nite.
if today im lidat..
how to join them to have supper?
go n dun eat ltr dey sae me..
ahler...

ytd shah sms me n told me stuff abt him
lyk wtf la..
" you can lie to every1 but not to ur self"
it keep repeating in my damn head la..
i din lie to myself lo..
wad make him sae so...
sicko-

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early in school today. 8am
feel pretty tired..
working is worse den studyin in 2 schools!!
hahaha...
hmm wad's in my mind now?
i dun reali noe.. loL

ytd was pretty ok for me..
first tym i see my qing ai de PF flare!
damn OMG!
den its me again to cheer here up! hahaha
mani ppl piss me ytd at work.. ( DUH- the new staff)
but their lucky enuff tat im not as Fiery as b4..
ahahhaha

today is darlng Siti last day..
resign cux of the SIR QI'ER
wad the.. pretty true la..
who wans to work wit him..
but since im bac there i will jus stay a lil longer
n i will stil not call him SIR..
loL.. QI'ER is still his name!
jus lyk mahirah..
gna be mam( manager) alrdy n i still callin her Mahirah..

ppl i din call w sir n mam
paxson
may
clare
siti
mahirah
edward

hohoho.. AWESOME DUDE!!!
today is enterprise and its NEW FACI!!
urgghhhh... seow li gone!!
we all noe, jus pray tat the new male faci is lyk rohani!!!

hahaha... in the beginning we kept complainig abt rohani..
but as the weeks to come, things change..
we still complain as usual.. but as forms of teasing
all of us still attend her lessons and perform well..
hahaha... there is this PRESSURE in her lesso
but qxn asked are all probing qxn tat will trigger us to think further n deeper



there are mani HAPENNINGS everywher at anytym~
but somehow, we as human has to acept it tat world is nvr fair..
GOD will still be GOD
humans will still be humans
animals will still be animals
the fact cant change
if the world is fair... everytg will be EQUAL.
even though not everybody will think the same way as i do
but a lil will make a dif someway somehow :)

treasure what you have and not regret

if you cant have it, at least appreciate it

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hohoho.
was a better day as compared to the past few days!
wad i meant here will be the emotional stages of the days..
the fragility of life is so GREAT Yet ppl lly us dun appreciate.
dun you think its a waste?
hmmm... ppl has to live to the fullest..
den it will be reali meaningful..
everyday there will be smtg different. so appreciate everyday
even though its a SIAN day. its still smtg to appreciate
because this might me be the last tym being sian!
hahah.. seems greapy but its some kind of logical thinking aint it?!

communication today..
it was so chill tat we even have tym to go cwp for lunch
and start the 3rd meeting at 2pm!!!
hohoho... somehow... i feel good today
almost cant wake up this morning.
well. the freakin morning temp is so shiok tat u wan to stay in bed
somehow i dno why... but i feel good!

hehehe... had lunch w katey kate and Jera!!
while gg bac to blk saw sham and JOHN !!
hohoho.. happy to see him la..
cux so long nv see him..
well as usual,
zhuang yuheng and norman were at foosball area.
n seems lyk they pon class!!
sometyms i jus wonder tat how can ppl afford to loss their "leave" lidat

well, learnt some tips for communication UT!
hohoho... its a good thing..
cux i need, want and must SCORE!
hahaha. ok 3rd meeting is starting so end here!!
ltr gg CE talk at 4.30 n gotta start work at 6pm
hohoh.. RUSH!!

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some random pics taken=)

im back from the famine camp!

had real fun n met lots of ppl..

paul saes i have the CHIJ gerl face.. loL

n im the family head for family wadeva(6)

total of 13 peeps. onli 3 frm rp the rest AJC,ACJC,VCJ,TPJC,SAJC

awesome dude!!

this camp had realli taught me how fragile is life

i've learnt to appreciate life

there are ppl far worse den us.. so dun complain tat much

hmmm..

well, we'll meet up soon for gathering!!

today was not realli a good day.. or somehow its not my day

i jus dno why..l jus get pissed damn easily.

so freakin idiot la.. wanted to go for movie..

budensimply no mood!

somehow i jus dun understand myself.

dno wad the fcukin hell i wan..

dno wad the fcuk happen

dno wad the fcuk is wrong... arrgghhhh!!

den gt this RP yr2 aerospace guy add me on msn

wad the fcuk so attitude la..

i dun send pic to ppl i dun noe n dun mit dem lidat..

den so attitude!

siao de... voice sounds nice la..

but personality suck! eewww! cant believe gt such ppl on earth!

AARRGGGHHH...

its jus so suay tat u pester me at the wrong tym!

jus so not ryte today!! BLASTING MY EARS OFF NOW!!!

i dno izit me the 1 having problem?

but sumhow i feel its me!

life lyk so sian!!

i wan some life tat have tennis,kayak,ECP,badminton,running n all !!!!

i noe it will be tired.. but at least its getting tired of a purpose!

although the evertym AP me is gone.. but there is still AP-ing

tell me who will kick a habit off so quickly??

but at t least i dun flare at frens..

tt 1 thing dif....

everytym i feel this way, i will do it*

but this tym round i hope i resist..

ps: im not straight,im not bend

im JUST the way I M

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yeapp..CANT WAIT FOR FAMINE CAMP!!!
HOHOHO-
the damn OSG lady sae jeffery cant go
cux dey did not have his name.. lyk wth lo
so angry!
but once jeffery cant go J n I not mood liao!!

work today was al ryte!!? loL
was the damn fun kinda shift.. hahha
with tapioca, PF,siti darl, giant, jackjack n mad doris
i mean real mad!! loL
new staff is yati n qingnan..
qing nan still ok la.. but tat yati.. wahahah
REALLI LYK MODEL! loL.
clear 1 table reali take so long ar? lol
i take tray to clear she still can take tray n clear the same table! POWER!

hahaha... catch up a lil with siti..
DROP DEAD AWESOME!!
got to c valent today!! yippie
crowd today was on n off..
n as usual... the crowd cum when its the tym to change shift!
sicko ryte...

den PF ntg to do.. gave me a bill w the words written
" table 4
vivian
rock n ride... hahaha"
wth la.. gotta shock out of my life!!
my heart stop for a while la..
dden i think she saw my reaction...

ooppx.. tell me hu see not shock..at 1st i thot its siti.
but its not...
i noe its PF when she ask me " saw smtg ryte?!"
hahaha.. damn her man...
i noe she's trying to help la..
but sumhow it takes 2 hands to clap..
i jus dun think its ryte for us to get bac..
n i dun think there is a possibiity.

he sms me today
n im lyk... " 1 sms its abt 20-50cents la"
loL... dno leh...
gt fan gan n hao gan.
zong zhi its not a good sign

jus done up the slides for my dad's national meeting.
wad the hell.. loL
RP mak me so useful!
i done the slides in les den 4 hrs!
hohoho.. damn cool eh..

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HOHOHO... it seems lyk im blogging more frequently.
well.. today was a not so bad day.
i think as long as there are interesting ppl workin the same shift as me
i'll be perfectvly FINE! loL...

ok.. work today..
was pretty fine.. paxson was cool! loL.. jus lyk him tat much
at least he is better den mama or even moriel~!
hohoho. i work till 10.. n partner w mahirah in sta B.
well.. prety awesome!
haha.. i jus dno wad's wrong w me seems lyk i cant control my thots
ooppx.. im lyk doing things tat im not suppose to do..

today im supose to go MOE but i can choose!! so of cux i dun go la..
mahirah even ask " u dowan go ar" loL
awesome la.. den let new staff go! hohoho
pretty cool.. 1st tym work w tian hwee..
he damn funni.. look so giant but the mind so small!
hahaha... ooppxx. i mean good not bad eh..

now abt clare!
hohoho.. she very funi de la..
we talk after work.. cux we both work till 10
pretty cool.. cux we have not been catchin up much!
so took this tym to catch up. heard lots of stuff..
shock, happy, worried, confused loL.
alomost everytg came to my mind..

abt ORG DINO!
haha.. the fisrt moment i clear plates n went into the kitchen
she pissed me.. wtf man
call me idiot..
and the abt an hr or 2. she tease me..
" why u keep droppin ur things?" and den when i accidentaly hit her
she sae " lucky its u"
wad the hell is she thinking man.. loL..
if i were to go insane cux i think too much.. i think she will go even worse!
OMG!! loL

abt him*
hmmm.. wad clare sae kip appearing in my mind
"we're happening and history will repeat"
msged us when he's leaving for KL..
( dots ryte.. KL onli den wan sae GDBYE!)
ahahha.. if NS den worse la..
i think his last day i will she bu de lo..
ooopxx its not a good sign though...

well. im lyk rottin leh.
life lyk no meaning now..
loL.. i think we shud continue the life tats filled w events!
n if the days come, my dad will start naging!!
loL..
can we have swim, kayak, badminton, tennis and running for the whole week!!??
damn awesome!!! realli cant wait for tennis to start.

TAUPOK!
dun stop outside tennis la..
i join u!! loL. so fun la. although its an expensive sports.
and we shall continue our fix shcdule k..
even though kayak training is starting... we still hafta continue!!
hohoho... it will be BRAVO!!!

hey boy!!
i had very bad dream.
i dreamt tat everybody is not dere for me..
even my jesse!!! she got bac w lian ( oops)
n den they treat me lyk " wad the hell she's trying to do"
bad dream eh..

sometyms i jus feel so helpless..
i jus dun understand why..
this is jus part and parcel of life and i have to accept and adapt to it
hmmm.. life has been lidat..
but i jus dun understand why.

ltr i have to work . 6-10
so its a sure thing, go MOE ( jialat!)
now without edward and manjeet i CONFIRM go MOE!!!
lol..

today is the 2nd day i stay at hm la..
wakao.. damn sian!
lookin at my bro play harry potter n the goblet of fire..
he nv watch the show den keep askin me wad happen..
damn...

sian sian sian...
life cant be so meaningless!!

damn mahirah..
lie to me..
make me cry..
i noe i shouldn't be so anxious la. but haiixx. dno la

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well.. today i abit shi chang..
dno wadsup w me...
den clar sae she scared history repeat la..
n i sae it wun..

haixx.. im lyk confuseed!!!!!!!! dno wads wrong leh..
ytd work station A. its the first day i talk to him la..
den today we're are realli lyk frens liao..
but sumhow i feel tat we are not frens..
n this make clare sae we're happening again
how!!!!?????

i realli nid smtg to jus relieve myself from all this leh.
how how how...
if tonight( which means now) the settlement have smtg wrong.
i think i wil loss control la..
pretty worried now..

now im so not in the mood la.. kayak cancel tml!
pretty upset abt it! but wad to do. i understand the situation la..
hmmm.. now wad m i gonna do man.. walao!!!
help help help!!!

im lyk very damn mafan sort ryte? argghhh! wtf man
i can realli gurantee tat im not PMS-ing..
tats y i jus simply dun understand why im moodswinging /fanning .
i feelin lyk crying out all i have.. jus vent out eveytg!!
but i jus cant seem to do it? why?
is there sum1 to enlighten me?


im realli happy for clare leh...
hahaha.. dno leh.. its lyk ...
the smile jus came out from the bottom of my heart.
CLARE:
JIAYOU EH.. i can see it coming! hohoho...
jus go with ur heart la..

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hohoho!!!
went sentosa today!!! from mani ppl to 3 ppl!!
sian BUT AWEDSOMELY fun!
took lots lots lots of pics!

cool hur!
hang arnd vivo!
and its lyk MORE n MORE n MORE THINGS TO BUY!
hur hur- sad seh...
ok.. meals was AWESOME DUDE!!
loL..
had my FAV kimchi ramen n lime juice( brunch)
berry-lucious smoothie; new zealand naturals ( quench thirst)
LJS combo1 and CLAM CHOWDER ( early dinner)
BEN n JERRY (dessert)
if without taupok n JeffY

i dun think will eat so much!
hohooh..

den the scooper happen to b RP student too.
n we question each other la.
here's the info received
kristee
yr 1
W15D
canoe ( the fact is nv go training for long tym)

hahaha.. cool hur!!!
why as u noe im the 'SO-CALLED' quite bad banana
cux i commented to taupok's ear.. saying
" HER SCOOPING FAIL!!"
hahaha ooppx

blogger siao again cant upload pic..
thus editing will be done ASAP!

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awww-
jump and reach up HIGH

newly create wallpaper..cux sian! ( seems dumbb ryte? lol)

thanks to DEAREST JEFFERY!!!

loL... hahah for the nice pics!! haha

he is jus so artistic la!!

woo-

realli lyk the jumping scene!!!

hahaha...aso really thank every1 tat taught me skating

( even though i haven even master it)

AWESOME!!! now got the kick to take more more pics!

lol.. and aso KAYAK!!!

n noe wad.. if tml is the "PARTLY CLOUDY" day
den i will be as dark as ADELE!!

buty phew~ not A.B.N.N hohoho

loves man!!!

today was so freakin damn fun la!!

love today!! ( seems lyk a song eh loL)

the waves, current, sun, sky, weather ALL so NICE!

i realli agree tat wkdays' ECP is 10000% BETTER! haha

now realli dame sian so got some things to do!

take foto!! loL..

fun fun fun... at least can have nice nice wallpaper for laptop!

but lyk so zi lian la..

hahahaa... we SIX all rocks la...

all love to do the same thing!

HAHA.. LOVE THE WATER AND SUN!

hmmm.. realli wan alot of thing in my mind lo..

JERA shud noe eh..

im lyk listing it out as and when it comes thru my mind!

haha...

i aso wan the adidas top~!!

ORANGE la!!! so multi purpose summore!!!

AGRRHHHHH!!!!

loL..

ok ok .. tml got kayak mus mit 7.30

gotta slp le.. catch up nxt tym...

see ya arnd! loL

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mix mix pics =)

K.me, jera n me
K.me siamming
oops, dun let her bf see ar
some gerls of w26h
peipei and corliss!!!!

this are some pics of some happenings...

class pic an the last pic is taken b4 sch closes.

the rest is taken on 2 june!

went orchard and marina w K.me and jera..

damn AWESOME!!! so freakin fun la..

fun till lil pics taken.

was so tempted to shopped.. but in the end nv buy anitg!!!

argghhh.. now moneyless..

so cmi la... grrr- ANGRY~~~~

tml gg beach rd and queenway w suyuan, jeff, adele and mayb huiru anf jera.

seems cool but NO MONEY!!!

JERA =)

U TAKE CARE HOR.. dun fall sick suddenly

or u'll miss kayak

I CAN SIGNED ,CERTIFIED, GURANTEED PLUS STAMP CHOP

LAMINATED!

so betta chop chop get well !!!

well i think nxt week i will get back workin at swenx!

seems to b a good news!

but somehow i dun have the kick to even work!!!

arghhhh-

RECENTLY have been crazying fro orange and greeen...

wwooooo-

loves loves

it's realli tym to buck up on every lil detailED thing! ( includes tennis, kayak,studies,money,TIME)