Saturday, July 29, 2006

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wahahahahahha.. so lonng nv blogg ryte??? well.. i blog now!!! loL.b4 ppl call me blogg.. hahahasx.. loL.. ytd i n mx fight again!!! loL

we argue wads ryte n wads wrong. den she sae wad i sae its wrong n can find reason to defend myself.. loL.. den we argue till. came to a conclusion... loL.. tahan awhile more den we go..loL..sch was so fun lo... hahahasx.. siew mai teacher teach ppm n kumar teach ca..loL... at first i was lyk blurr!!!

den after tat ok le.. loL.. den the assignment given to us le.. left ppm one haven gif.. loL... hahahasx... so eager to finish everytg lo... but onli till 2nd lesson den can do de.. cux 1st lesson is beginning nia...

everry lesson 1 chapter lo.. so fast lo... i was lyk .." wah!!!!! " loL... big joke eh... lol... i nconclusion... SCHOOL IS SO FUN! hahahahha

ytd work swens lo... hahasx.. tired seh.. den last nite siti sad sad... hmm.. dowan mention la... loL.. i tired ytd den was put to soda n stn b... i was lyk.. huh!!!??? haiixx ok lo.. loL..

did everrty tg so fast lo.. hahasx.. loL.. den slack liao... loL.. den siti sae kexin not bad lidat.. den sae dean cute hahahasx... dun look lyk 25.. .loL... wad de lo... cux i show her the picture ma... loL... lalala.. .my arms now so pain lo.. every nite do push up liao still pain.... wad the lo.. lame lame...

do push up cux i cant slp lo.. haha..... make my self tired den can slp ma.. den do jumpin jacks, sit up,push ups etc.. loL...

Sunday, July 23, 2006

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the following is a pretty interesting thing.. lol... thnx to the monster.i no mood to blog!wan noe wad happen go see mx blogg..she will blogg it..
Brain Lateralization Test Results
Right Brain (60%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain.
Left Brain (42%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain
Are You Right or Left Brained?
personality tests by similarminds.com
Left brain dominant individuals are more orderly, literal, articulate, and to the point. They are good at understanding directions and anything that is explicit and logical. They can have trouble comprehending emotions and abstract concepts, they can feel lost when things are not clear, doubting anything that is not stated and proven.Right brain dominant individuals are more visual and intuitive. They are better at summarizing multiple points, picking up on what's not said, visualizing things, and making things up. They can lack attention to detail, directness, organization, and the ability to explain their ideas verbally, leaving them unable to communicate effectively.

Friday, July 21, 2006

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hmm. now at roc.. kena ps in da office by the adults la .. lyk duh~.. no food n stufff... haiiyer.. whereas they go sentosa dno which restaurant to eat.. wad the ryte??

den i today jus realise dat nor n dean are brothers. nor the oldest.. den dean is the youngest.. haha... so shock n amazed by it lo.... loL.. den nor sae dean is the onli blck one in the family... loL.. cux nor dey all all is fair fair de lo... wahahahahahaha


lame ryte... i lazi change skin den call mx change for me... loL... so sick of everyttg lo... den gt isonmia i think.. so freakin tired den i cant slp lo... den slp so late den mus wake up early... haiiyer... so tired lo

den cum office den gif patty apt pat kaopeh. sae my june accounts do so slow haven do... ytd wan do den call me sit at the ah pek there help him.. den now kaopeh sae i do so long haven finish.. i redo 3 tyms of cux la.. den i 12noon finish liao... haiiyer.. stupid woman...so sucky lo...

i realli reallli dowan work lo.. so tired liao lo.. i dno y leh.. haix haix..... mayb im jus not in the mood to do anitg aniwher.. stop workin? den i will haf no money... actualli today i wan fhc.. but lyk no mood lidat.. so dowan lo... gna go bac early ba.. i dno.. jus so freakin tired.. tml see tat ah pek again!!!!!! 11am lo.... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

freakin pisss!!!!!!!!!!!!! call me do everytg at the same tym can die de lo... how to do.. i human lo.. not robot k... how to do everytg at the same tym when the place is no0t ev en the same?! pppl here all siao de!!!!


Thursday, July 20, 2006

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hahahasx... blogg abit la.. happi?? dumb clare.. lol

well.. pissed at work.. thnx to tat ah pek la.. kns de lo... hate him!!!!!! hmm.. i today abit shi chang... dno why lo... haiixx haixx sad sad.. miss kexin. but kexin my bro nia.. lol. den suddenli the feelin for tat mly came bac lo... den dno y dun haf again..

hmm.. gt new fren.. call faith.. she is a meimei in roc office.. is jan, mx n my baby.. we name her faith.. hahasx.. i can feel tat sum1 dere la.. but din realli admit..lol

faith play w mx hair .. den jan sae tat tym gt sum1 play the pedestal.which aso happen to me.. jus tat i din noe its her...

k enuff liao.. i bz


nxt tym continue

Monday, July 17, 2006

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ytd went for mumtaz event .. so freakin nice lo. den went home at 1245.den kena hong gan la... lyk wad the fuck lidat lo.. im lyk freakin angry lo... ya so wad if im at fault.. u as a mother u shud not flare at ur children lidat. nv im my life i c a mother lidat lo. siao de..

care for me for wad? when the day b4 , or even that very morning sae, " u wan wad tym cum bac i dun care.. wad u tell me i acccept . i wun ask much. jus take it as i dun haf such nu er can liao.. " since she sae lidat den b it la... wad a mother fucker lo. im lyk freakin angry lo.. dun let me slp nvm lo. den scold scold scold....i jus ignore her la.. u talk den she will sae u not big not small.. if dun talk den sae u dumb ar... so jus ignore la... wad a mad woman in da house lo. siao is all i can sae..

den the nxt morning ( which is today) so siao... early morningon the light. thot i dno ar... siao cha bor( well, tats wad my ah ma call her too) .. den cum kaopeh me. last nite until 3pm liao stil not enuff.. morning 5+ 6am stil wan continue.. reali kisiao lo... den i tell her da truth sae i go roc n came bac w mx she dun blieve. last nite on the fone i sae i work swens liao. den wen she call i sae i otw hm la.. sae i at roc at 12am sure kena scold de lo..

if 15min earlier go bac den ntg wrong. reali siao de lo.haiyeer.. so in other words today i not in da mood to talk.. jus freakin pisssssed~! wads more she take my hp.. thank god i security lock.. den she sae why mus i lock.. i jus shut up la.. in my heart was sayin my hp i lock la.. if not let u ppl see wad i haf inside meh>? pls la.. 17 liao stil noe fuckin privacy wad the hell is tis man!!!!

arrrggghhhhh... wad the hell wen u got such a mum.. jus admit to fate tat i haf such a mum den... AT LEAST i still give her tat money n call her mum!( siao mum!)

Sunday, July 16, 2006

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hahasx.. today went out w memii and mx,... so shoik lo.. so long nv go shoppin.. hahasx.. can u believe i go shoppin wen im lykk totalli stranded!! haha.. wanted to buy a mango top.. bit the wool knittin came off.. so nv buy. den went zara.. eyed on mani mani tops but in da end bought 1 top nia.. da simple n nice top.. hahasx..

eyed on a blouse .. pink, white n blck strips blouse.. cost $75.. realli out of budget so din realli consider to buy. den the other white top.. it was pretti much of off shoulder. den it was 50.. hahasx. almost bought it.. buden totalli stranded. n if i buy it will go DEADDD w my nxt 2 weeks.. loL.

tml im going cut hair.. hahasx.. cut til shoulder length bah.. memii came roc n mit me today.. she sae kexin was ok lookin.. den she sae kexin was lookin act us when we were talkin.. haha.. i din realise.. lol.. well. now kexin is my bro nia.. gna jus lyk him as my bro.. lidat will b betta..

hmm.. memii n i went burger king for dinner at cwp.. arnd 11pm lidat.. hahas.. den we talk talk talk.. so long nv talk liao lo.. talk abt everytg under the sun.hahasx.. talk abt guys , sch and cux of idolizing...

Thursday, July 13, 2006

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hmm... well.. i gna treat kexin as bro le... yea... loL hahasx... kexin so toot lo... hmm i aso dno how to describe.. hahasx... dean on off till nxt week.. he go bali..

loL.. hmm today wad at roc till late lo.. hahasx.. see kexin .. eve stare at him lo... haha.. mx sae im "CLENSED" by kexin ... haha

den mx sae ppl bias towards me... wad the lo... but why!!!?? why will she sae tat.. haiiyo... harbin lo... hahasx... kexin gna turn halal!! loL... we were jus talking abt it... den i gave him a name MOHD KEVIN BIN HARMBIN.. hahasx... loL

well... he lyk gt a mly gf lidat... hahasx... den he sae he gna stable le.. woo~auntie magarate will b happi for him loL... haha.. jo realli object me drinking lo.. hahasx.. he bad drinker aso.. blueberry caprioska aso cant take it lo.. 2.5 peg nia lo.. hahasx.. jo cant drink! loL.. i still prefer chivas

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

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hmm.. well.. today ok ok lo.. kexin so massage my shoulder for me.. but i scare ticklish .. den he do it more.. siao de lo... loL.. he treat me lyk meimei lidat.. so i gno treat him as bro lo..

hmm tat mx kip saying i cant face the fact tat n lyk both of dem... siao de lo.. den wan me choose dean.. realli siao de lo... den sae wad.. i cant face the fact tat dean lyk me n cant face the fact tat i lyk kexin.. she still sae i force myself to forget abt dem.. wad the lo.. siao de lo...

well.. tml dean go bali... go for a week... hmmm. wonder kexin gt gf anot leh... loL.. well mus kip tellin myself tat horoscope is true n mus kip in mind. anw its realli true ma.. loL.. i can onli match w libra,gemini,sagi and aries... da rest betta dun take the risk.. loL.kexin cancer n dean capri.. so too bad lo...

ytd i saw yasmin when i gna alight frm the train. den she saw me she run the the other door to board the train.. loL cux she wher headscarf.. loL reali dun look lyk her lo..

well.. i think after tmy guardian angel's counsellin.. i noe wad i shud do w kexin n dean liao.. ( its jus a fling)

Monday, July 10, 2006

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ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. today so happi lo... afternoon i sad de... cux i heard frm from jan sae kexin treat me as meimei onli.. dno i gt her wrongly anot la... but wad i noe its true is blck wan woo me.... siao de lo... haiiyerr....

hmm today gave kexin the present . den kexin sae he lyk the present. dun dare to use it in rochester cux he scared lost. why kexin cancer??? sobx sobx.. den kevix sae "l U "

loL


all i noe i happi today...

Sunday, July 09, 2006

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came bac frm chalet.. hmm told janet abt wad zack sae to us.. loL.. she aso freakin shocking.. well.. today haimeng and kevin bdae... loL happi birthday... haha

tat kevin hangover till cant wake up today..loL.. so nv cum work today... loL.. so funni lo.. den i call him.. he nv ans hp den msg him lo.. cux his present w me.. loL.. well. choose for quite a long tym.. decided to buy a parker pen for him.. den gt his name craved on it aso.. loL

hope he lyk it lo.. hmm.. mx sae AP is my eye candy nia.. the other one is hu i lyk de.. which is lyk.. no lo... hmm.. dno how to sae la... loL... she go ask dean hu he lyk lo.. walao.. i shud not dare her lo.. cux now she lyk kip saying she dun lyk him liao..loL.. she kip psychoing me sae dean lyk me de.. which is lyk. no no no ..

den in da end the ans is both.. wad de lo.. can see tat mx was realli disappointed lo... but she dun admit..

den now i dno how liao lo... wad the hell lo.. she kip drill this in me, " alot of ppl lyk u" which is lyk.. u siao ar mx??? drank too much? loL..well.. she recently siao siao de.. jus dun understand lo... i think tis tym its for real she lyk dean! but she dun admit.. she KIP saying tat "its jus a moment of infatuation" lol... which is lyk so not true! loL

hmmm.. AP is cancerr!!! haiyo... mafan lo...

Saturday, July 08, 2006

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loL.. snap snap**

hahasx.. loL.. well.. tat day buy present for kenneth ryte. den snap snap mit us lo... loL.. i was shock tat snap snap cum mit us lo... loL.. hahasx.. was pretty happi lo... den at cine we saw muz and his gf. well.. frm muz face.. he sumhow thiks tat snap snap is my whoeva lidat.. den go bac.. in the train saw martin. loL

well.. hmm.. snap snap not bad wad. but aso lyk bad aso lo.. mx sae snap snap n dean lyk me.. which is lyk.. no lo.. impossible...

hmm.. well... i realli confuse abt snap snap** .. loL


den ytd at rochester until 10pm.. loL. claim OT.. janet teach de.. haiyo.. ltr go roc mus face tat jo lo.. i hate it lo... evrytym face him is so sian de. arghhh den wads more.. w that bian tai accountant... haiiyoooo!! ltr can see snap snap.. jesse follow us go roc n she wan see snap snap...loL

ytd i type resignation letter for snap snap.. hmm... meaans.. abt aug 4 he last day lo.. i aso wan last day leh... hmm.. i wan tender. ytd telll dad abt tendering den he scold me lo.. wad the hell lo.. cant let me take a break 1st ar? i jus dun understand wad he sae..i jus wan resign lo.. since snap snap not dere liao... hmm.. im lyk hambin jie jie's nu`er lidat.. she treat me realli lyk baby.. hmm.. she noe i did alot and onli she noe dat i will pekchek de... lol..

HAHA wad to do.. she aso aquarius ma.. loL...


**snapsnap**

Thursday, July 06, 2006

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loL... went to roc chalet... den noe wad.. zack sound me!!! i was lyk.. siao ar u... no no no ..... argghhh!!!! siao de lo.. on his bday summore... den i sae i dowan mly..loL..lame excuse ryte? my main reason is aso he 35yr old lo... realli siao.. i think he despo lo... siao siao siao.. hmm.. drank pretty lot.. den mx slightly drunk den nxt day hangover..

hahasx.. we nv slp at all lo..mx gt slp la.. but always kena disturb... i was wid kevin when i came bac frm the "viëwing of transvetites" "they"are lyk wad the hell lo... hmm.. den we drank chivas w lime juice.. den i aso drank johnny walk w orange juice.. loL well its AP make for me de... AP wans me to drink tat jap beewr i dowan. den i sae i dun drink beer.. well which is true.. i DUN DRINK BEER! loL..

i n AP was tgt all nite .. loL.. den nxt day keng mc lo... hahasx.. today off summore.. realli long weekend... den friday AP mus cum in at 11am... hahasx.. can see liao.. but AP sae he may not cum in so early.. he dun care..loL last nite he call me aso lo... hahasx... i was lyk.. eh.. loL he call me for wad.. loL..den he call me to talk tallk.

Monday, July 03, 2006

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haiix .my frens all bcum lidat liao... i think its realli tym bah.. wen u think u can u can... so mus think u can lo... haiixx.. she realli so gd ma? wad so gd abt her la... haiixx.. ppl misunderstood her? but why ppl will leh.. sure she did smtg wad... u thik she realli so gd meh?

wad she took away frm me??? my happiness . n wad she gave me?? HORROR! she's a peng way kia lo... wad she sae n wad she did is 2 different thing lo.. so jian k.. did all this bcux of wad? bcux she wan to take away my happiness... befrending is bcux of thee same reason... im dumb not to listen to the other side la... haiixx.. so dumb lo..

thnx to adss la.. make my life so miserable lo... why siall... life miserable and gave me a life wherby its filled wid disappointment lo... haixx... frm frens to teachers to studies to r'ship... argghhhhh!!!!!

n all this created me!!! the AP peilin... ppl tat noe me as vivian haven see the ap yet bah.. i dno.. but dno will it appear anot lo... haiixx.. i jus cant control my behaviour in stuff lo.. i always cant explain my actions ...tats very bad.. haiix..

wen u noe the actual peilin n can accept it.. u r my real fren... real real best fren.. but till den when it realli happens u may fall in love w u liao...

Sunday, July 02, 2006

hmm sad lo.. today work swens.. den its teety last day... haiixx.. den i eat medicine liao.. lyk blurr blurr de lo... hahasx.. den work 1 hr change to setter.. w mirza.. he do help me alot too.. pretty caring..

well.. mx new name was hoshgoshbugosh..loL its go gd thing la.. well. life now lyk abitt betta le.. jus tat ppl in swens lyk leaving liao.. haixx.. stil dno i will go novena anot lo... haixx.. hmm.. i realli hope wad i wish can cum true lo

err.. i nth to write today la... sians... tats all... loL...

oh ya.. realise tat lorita n sumbody** not in gd terms de... loL ( so bad ryte.. i can stil lauff)


i noe im fighting a losing battle.. BUT at least iits a battle... at least i did even tried...

Saturday, July 01, 2006

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hahasx.. now at roc lo... loL well janet wan us to stay n peii her lo.. hahas1 hmm... we now in the library.. loL so cool lo... well july... stil pretty angry at ta lo...

cux i was called deaf..well migraine was realli bad... bad till i cry lo.. den go dr goh.. he was shock w my condition.. cux it worsen. cafagot din even help.. n tst a very strong pill le...

den cafagot change to 3 other pill.. dr goh sae my situation is conparable to my dad's state.. means in other words.. my condition is of a 45 yr old man's condition.. loL.. so seriox lo...

the worse ting is i scared pain till admit hospital.. hmm.. cux nobody will pei me de... haiixx... well.. deres smtg i jus noe... loL.. tat person in class no fren de.. loL so poor tg.. nowonder her dearr mus stand by her lo... not gna put name liao... july liao ma.. so not gna dirty the blogg liao lo.