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now in the office..finish my work liao..woo~.. dey all go exhibition lo.. den i cant go.. cux nobody in the office.. sian lo.. now finish my work den nth to do liao.. but one thing gd is tat i dun nid see the stupid GM face.. i hate him lo.. he siao de.. janet nv call him den she kena scolded by him say nv call him.. den jabet se call him for wad. guess wad he sae??!! he sae call me wake up la.. walao.. GM lidat de lo.. siao de ryte.. mus gong si fen ming ryte.. den he wan a acc n finace manager to wake him up... realli siao de lo.. wad a GM sial.. siao de lo...

hmm... i so xin mu all the ppl tat are studyin in poly now lo.. loL dey lyk gt alot of thing to do leh.. but we all study mdis de all lyk working now.. loL.. cux sch haven start ma.. wad onli lo.. hm.. i realli wan to b a nurse lo.. sian ryte... loL. den wan go bac swens work aso.. mus go bac dere n pull up my socks lo.. lOL.. cux everyday at office slow down liao lo.. now work in swens lyk so slow lo..loL.. dno y leh.. ev nchitra aso sae tat lo.. i aso dno wad happen lo... sian. cannot leh.. continue lidat ltr edward sae me how?as u noe edward mouth big de.. but sumtyms aso small de lo..loL i jus learn fountain nia lo.. ( haven take test n i haven memorize) loL... bad rye..lol..

stil gt 1 hour more den i fang gong lo.. ytd at cwp i saw jiak lo.. loL we lyk siao lidat..loL i will sure drift frm my sec sch frens de lo.. cux i not studying in poly ma.. dey all study poly den sum even same sch sumore.. unlyk me.. for my usual cliq, im lyk xtra de.. we nv kip contact de.. (tats y ytd see jiak i auto hug her liAO) im xtra cux im the stupidest de lo.. den go mdis aso me nia... tats y lo.. now the onli person i see most of the tym will b meixing lo.. she my mama.. but its ytd den i see her de.. we aso so long nv see n talk liao lo.. hahasx..loL

at cwp saw jiahui n kyo.. did call dem but sey lyk dun care lidat..loL nvm la.. tats wad hi -bye frens are for..loL( wow~ str8 sial ..oops- ) i now its ltk , BROKE-..loL.. but still refuse to take advance pay..loL.. take advance pay ltr nxt mth no money how? loL take swens pay to buy hp..loL mayb lo... den gna b thrifty liao..hahasx.. gna buy n70 bah..loL but i scared lagg seh.. loL i so mafan ryte..loL no fone to buy now loL.. only n70 for nokia is nice. the rest i dun lyk lo.. lyk the fone but not 3g..loL now wan buy fone den buy 3g liao lo.. ryte? if not ltr wan 3g den gna change fone again.loL den siao liao.. gd thing is can change fone la. but bad thing is waste money n u think i can buy fone meh?? sure cannot de lo.. parents sure confirm gurantee with signature, chop n stamp laminated CANNOT de lo...so wan buy fone den buy the best one..loL

ltr ppl think i rich kid lidat.study mdis den stil take new fone.. tats wad sum ppl think lo.. sae i rich kid.. wad onli lo.. im not rich at all lo... doesnt means study mdis means rich kid lo.. my lesson $3K la.. but i pay de leh.. if not i work now for wad?? ryte.. so in conclusion im not rich de.. ok ??!!!!loL

end here bah.. i now dno wad to do lo..loL so sian..hahasx.. gna go tag arnd liao..hahasx

fuck!

walao... i hate it la... i 2day do til wan cry liao lo.. even helen now i cant take it lo... pls la.. a mid 40s experienced lady aso cant take it . how can a 17 stupid dumb dumb do??!!! pls la.. the ppl dere so stupid lo! i hate it lo!!!fuck lo!!! helen aso sae at such a young age shud do things u wna do lo.. not lyk my parents lo.. forcing me to do things i dun lyk. n sae dey din force me. din force my asss la!!!! i realli dun understand wad my freaking parents wan from me lo.. all i noe dey wan me to gif dem money! money money moeny!! tats all dey noe lo.. wtf lo.. now i earn i spen n pay bill . my money lo.. den stil gif dem .. enuff meh? cant even save lo..

i cant take it lo.. den my freaking dad wan me work 3mths???? siao lo.. i 2days cant take it liao.. dey dowan me work swensens lo.. gif dumb freaking excuses saying" i not forcing you to work i wan u gain experience." gain my ass la.. wan gain aso not now ryte.. when i dno a fucking thing.. oput in a nice way is an accountant.. but the things you do are beyond tat lo.!!! as waad janet sae.. its taking over her job k.. wtf lo.!!!!

parents wan me gain experince my ass la.. i think wan my money la.. dere pay high wad... of cux wan me go dere la... i dun lyk the job how can i do a gd job for dem?? ltr get scolding how?? i rather go swensens sweep mop floor, wash toilet aso dowan go dere work lo... wtf lo.. go dere workl can la.. go do service la.. and not stay in that fcuking office n doing office work la.. stay dere lyk 1 dumb dumb lo... wtf lo.. i hate rochester lo... i cant work dere de lo.. cux i 17 nia.. rochester is a bar lo.. mus 18 n above den can lo.. so i go dere is pathetic de lo... cb lo..

i hate dere la.. i wan cry la!!! fuck la!!! if talk out wid parents dey sure lecture de lo.. talk to dem i rather talk to the pc lo... at hm pc is personal com. den at tat dumb Rochester its petty cash.. if mx go work still nvm lo. she gt take poa.. i go work dere i dun even take poa lo... helen is fine wid me.. but ppl dere all giving me pressure indirectly lo... i was lyk praying the fone dun ring lo.. i dowan work dere jiu dui liao.. at most i help helen debn after this week i run away liao.. i wun luisten to my FREAKING PARENTS! i will jus go swensens lo... wtf lo.. listen to dem i will jus die!

wad a day

well.. today start work at rochester.. haiyo.. TOTALLY office work lo.. eeyer..while doing, i was lyk " i wan swensens". look at the clock.. its 1pm.. den in my mind was " now EL period".. haiyo.. i miss swensens leh.. i wan swensens lo.. walao!!! pay low nvm la.. i go sign full tym la... haiyo.. rochester life sux lo... i realli dun lyk lo.. i study accounting aso can work fnb de lo... y mus go office de.. eeyer!!!!!!i miss all the ppl dere... at rochester can die leh... its lyk 1 person in the office lo.. tml 3pm gt insurance meeting leh. if janet go den i die liao.. 3hrs in the office praying the phone dun ring. but its a NO NO NO de lo.. tat tym the fone ring damn lot de lo...

i dowan rochester la... 2nd job in the " office job " environment lo.. n it proves it liao.. i hate it!!! i rather go downstairs do service lo... nice name for this job will be accountant ( admin n finance dept) but lifeits lyk pao ka liao lo.. secretary cum accountant cum stock taker cum clerk lo.. etc etc... haiyo.. she liao aso stress lo... i den dowan lo.. eeyer.. lyk mam lorita ,mam jane lidat lo...count our pay, check stock, CPF entry, open cheque n stuff ryte.. walao.. i dun lyk leh...

now wad onli lo.. stress w the sucky new job den my freaking dad cum take money frm me la... wad onli lo... i left w 200+ wan take money frm me.. i now mone liao lo... freak la... i rather work swensens la.. haiyo... SWENSENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haixx.. i dno leh.. i dowan leave swense..ns seh.. my dearest mam lorita ask me y dun work full tym in swensens instead. i eva thot of it lo.. but pay low.. hmm.. sian lo... lidat i will miss mani mani ppl leh.. haiyo.. i will try to work 7-11 at swensens de lo.. hmm tired nvm la.. hav money can liao... my father go check my account den sae i spent alot.. haiyo.. wad to do.. i now money den go press of cux spend alot la... no brian de lo .. eeyerr..

i wan work swensens.. if i cant tahan rochester den i quit lo.. doesnt mean study accounting mus work office de ryte.. tat so not me lo... can aso go fnb de lo.. mus prove to my dumb dad.. he scold me for taking accounting n sae betta dun waste money n take the course wen i dun lyk office work. so i go rochester is to entertain him abit aso.. the other bit is to haf tat pay...loL

well.. u cant jus stay ur whole life in swensens ryte ? so jus go out n venture lo.. jus hav a try..loL.. so b4 sch open , i gna work till siao lo... hahasx=)

hmm??

nxt week start work liao.. well i dowan leave swensens leh.. i sad sial if leave tat place..but i hav to lo.. jus tat the ppl dere thot i on vacation lo.. jus a few noe tat i gt another job lo.. bad ryte?? haixx.. now no money liao lo.. bank left 3oobuckx.. hmm.. cant spend liao la... continue spending i broke lo... haiyo...

den now i wan watch movie summore.. sian lo... jus came bac frm chalet at sentosa.. loL go dere play the things dun money de.. loL cux gt fren work dere den all noe each other de ma.. so admission free de.. loL shhh- cant sae eh.. loL

this tym go sentosa nv go sun tann cux tat tym go sun tann den now my skin exfoliating lo.. siao de.. after so long den peel.. wad onli lo.. so ugly i den dowan let ppl see my arm n my back lo.. lyk u look so scaly lidat..loL.. hahasx.. mus go earn more more money lo.. loL cux no money liao.. at most tis month go negative den nxt month replace back lo.. hahasx.. chalet at sentosa den tat lil gerl go get drunk . dno wad happen to her lo.. siao de.. go drink so much.. i nv drink lo.. haha i gd gerl ma... loL.. actualli no la.. i no mood to drink.. cux i wan slp.. the 1st nite wan slp den day sing sing sing . siao delo.. den all cant slp lo.. i n linfeng pretend slp so tat the zaidi,mas n sashays will not disturb us.. in the end mx kena everytg.. loL . den he 2nd nite wan slp tat gerl go get drunk.. den kip falling down..loL so funni until we din slp aso..loL my dark rings so dark lo.. wonder how to make it disappear..loL

2nite go bowling wid family n meighbour lo..loL so dun nid slp agin i think.. loL tml still gt sashays chalet.. i not going liao. cux i gotta work . hahasx. i wan go swensens work la.. 2 more days den nv go dere work so often liao lo... so mus go work.. loL

hahasx..loL.. now my arm lyk scaly scaly de lo.. so er xing lo.. eeewwww- gona go put lotion n go eat dinner liao.. end here first bah.. loL

sian-

ytd go sentosa... loL den sun burn leh... hahasx.. sun burn is pain.. but is aso itchy..haha but fun.. wanna go tann more more.. lidat more fun...

haiyo... dream on liao... din got into ani poly lo... haiix... sian lo liddat.. dream to b a nurse aso cant lo... now onli way is to go mdis liao.. i go dere study accounting. haiix.. my dream can fulfil liao lo... haiyo...

i dno wad to do lo... take accounting liao den see wad to do lo.. dun think i will leave cwp swensens lo... leave liao no fun... mayb off a mth n go work motorola make money 1st lo... den i can pay sch fees n buy the thinigs i wan...

i wan dye my hair lo.. den make my hair soft soft...loL haha..lidat gna spent again... woo~ i spendthrift lo... haiyo... wad to do.. ppl born in feb is lidat de... haha.. i wan buy alot of things lo...

i wan buy sandals, adidas slippers, bag n sling bag, clothes,converse n nike shoe,skirts,alot alot... lidat i think i gt 1K aso not enuff to spent lo... but i wan go canada n hk leh.. liddat spent i dun nid go liao la... haha..sian -

hmm...

so sian lo... stay at hm... haiyo.. back so pain... jaw so pain... eeyer!!!!!

until now i haven gt the letter from ngee ann poly lo... haiyo... if cant go nursing n b my nurse... i will go mdis liao lo... study business mangement... hmm.. damn ex lo... the whole diploma is $3K lo... but in 1 year u get the diploma tt ppl get in 3yrs..loL

but my dream is nursing lo... so if realli bo bian den go mdis lo... haiyo... :'( mus go np!!!!
i wan b nurse de... but if gt in dey betta dun sae cux im partially deaf den dowan me lo...gna stop here 1st bah... ppl kip pm-ing me now...

stupid floor

loL.. so dumb lo.. i working den fall down... so pain lo.. hit my jaw at the corner of the stupid chair lo.. den i cry lol... but luckily when i cry nobody see... loLmy freaking jae still veri pain lo... see doctor liao.. den he sae observe for the next 2days. if still pain den see wad he will do lo... den i go bac swensens see maám jane ,tell her i mc cant work. den she so kan jiong lo... wan me go raffles medical x ray lo... loL but i hav to pray my ah gong aso ma. so i sae tml den i x ray... she so cacring lo.. ytd fall 1 tym aso not enuff. tat stupid shalehan fall den go kick me i fall agin lo... so i fall 2 tym lo... -_- poor thing ryte.. loL

hahasx.. ppl noe i fall down den all so caring..loL i next week work 3 days nia.. thurs fri n sat.. loL little eh. nvm la.. haha.. following week i work all day.. i think the "fall"noe i nxt week work 3 days nia so let me fall den can at least yang bing at hm..loL now backache n jaw pain.. loL the doctor at 1st suspect my jaw break lo... he sae hit the neck veri dangerous cux gt all the ateries dere..hmm.. reminds me of biology lo... sian.. den the doctor go press press press... kns lo.. press lyk my face fake de lidat.. he thot not pain de.. den go press m back n the spinal cord at the neck dere.. siao de lo.. press so hard.. den i shout lo.. my coux aso lauff when i shout lo.. the more tat doc press the more i shout n siam him...lol.. haha funni ryte... i so poor thing lo...

loL.. ah xiong last nite call me.. we talk alot..loL den i realise he is a guy tat haf emotions de.. he very the gan qing yong shi de... loL wad we sae i cant sae.. cux its secret btw us.. loL.. he gna pei me go watch movie.. loL watch m18 de.. den he smuggle me in... loL betta do so lo.. if not i cant watch..i wan watch "the hills have eyes" .. its horror, gore n violent..loL i wan watch lo... den 2bcum 1 aso haven watch.. den clar sae i his nxt target..loL no lo.. he treat me lyk xiao mei mei lo.. loL lyk my kor treeat me lidat..loL hmm.. he reminds me of my kor( joni ) lo...haix.. so long nv see him liao ... hmmm.. den chat wid ah xiong all the things its lyk my chattin w my kor lidat.. treatme so well lo... hmm.. miss my kor lo..

haiyo... sian lo... no money.. tis mth pay 400+ nia den treat family eat, gif parents n granny money .. kaox.. i mo money liao... my mum realli think i open bank de lo... she no brain de leh.. take money from me lyk as if she gif me money when i go work lidat. she aso nv if lo.. since i start workin thill now she nv gif me a single cent lo.. den i've been using my own money. lidat how to save sial.. gif dem money n i spent abit.. i noe omney to save liao lo.. den end of year cant go hong kong n canada liao lo... wth.. no fair ryte... haixx.. dno y my parents lidat de.. so bad de....

haix.. now suddenly raining lo... loL.. so bad de... y rain sial.. the more it rain the more i lazi to go out lo... haiyo... miss my kor... sobxx.. wonder will i see him again.. haiyo.. miss 4e1 loadx loadx..