i jus dun feel ryte..
there is this weird feelin in me now.
i skippED sch.
movieD today..
everything was fine till now.
i jus dno what happen to me or wad i wan.
"think carefully what u wan" thats wad i told ppl
but wad abt myself?
haiixx.
im being too sensitive and SELF-CENTERED!
why m i lidat?!
i can gurante im not PMS-ing now.
i jus dno why im in such a situation
i dun lyk to feel so lost.
its not a good feeling..
i dno la.. probably its my fault..
hmmm... im not a god human living on earth.
im a nobody here.
i feel bad
i know im a workaholic
i know. but i cant help it.
i nid cash i admit.
i envy others that can not work and spend.
but not me..
please.. teach me to control
i dun mind eating grass everyday jus to save
i dun mind anyth...
resort to not eatin? i dun mind..
cux i can take it.. i wun feel hungry.
i dno la...
i cant vent my anger out
i cant do anith to relieve myself
i use to ;
do it*
shout
vent at others
shop
eat
ALL this jus to vent it all out!
but not now..
sorry..
tats all i can say.
i've disappoint u guys.
PS: especially disappointed in MYSELF!
