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hohoho..some pics to share

look above. not me...

but its kate and taupok!

tml is tues.. means...

got UT la.. walao..mus realli score for it.. last one alrdy

well. not gg for communication tml.

cux simply -_-

but this means i last week of sch cant skip communication.

sad sad.. hahha

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yeappp.. bought my new shoes liao..
hahaha.. finally i dowan to buy nike...
its tym to have adidas.. loL.. cute ryte??

today have trg..
as usual all late la..
tats y jeffery din come at 9..
and lucky i sms dem all..
if not i will wait lyk an idiot!

trg was -_-
sae DB.. a lil high..
but the spoil our stuff... grrr-
den its lyk thnx to dem we kayak so short nia..
soon we'll go changi..
and yes.. if not wrong nxt week 2star liao..
and my skills suck la!!!

dead!!!!

black sheep was ok onli..
haha saw adele working cux i turn to engwah..
in the end... the show was -_-..
disgusting but not interesting..
hahha..

today caught in the thunderstorm!!!
toufu, john, jeff,me,J,jean, claid,kaixiong and 2 other guys..
hahaha... the rain was fucing heavy..
den floor so slippery..
hahaha.. den its freaking cold.


the sky change colour so freaking fast. lyk
voldermolt is coming lidat..
loL.. weird. but thats the fact
den thnx to jeff.. we play the " pick the most grass in seletar" game
hahaha
heng im not the least..
J kena throwall the grass..
same w toufu and john..loL

cux.,. its planned!!!!!
well.. den go for appoinment at 4...
den go queensway buy shoe =)
and bought fbt singlet too..
hahaha.. all my dad pay!!
loves-
he plan to buy wii.. lyk wad de ryte..
got xbox stil not enuff.. loL..
but buy aso god la.. i can play!
lol

ok gtg do EDO..
muackkss

ps: saw RED, was high... but not as high too =(

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help!! noe wad?
my predicted grade all suck la...
grades drop...
sad...
sci: B+
Maths: B
Enterprise: B
Communication: C+
Cognitive: B+

all thnx to my UT2..
cux UT 2 i cock up la..
now jus pray for UT3..
for sci UT 3 is dead i think..
cux alot of careless mistake..

well, i got my allowence liao..
200 onli..
shitty la.. so lil..
cant wait for my lil pay...

this sat will be a busy day..
sure kayak at seletar de. which is damn sian..
den 4pm gt appoinment
den got dinner..

haiyo... cant go out lo..
my dad nag liao... sae everywk i go out.
sun gg watch blck sheep ba?
not sure yett..

well. i shall not be affected..
i'll learn to be a motivator both for the ppl arnd me and myself.
hahah. next week tennis shud start liao..
if im not wrong la..
dno wan anot leh..
its lyk -_-
cux all so pro de..
kayak shud be fine =)
hahah.. tbc lo..


heard tat tml's trg will be a lil more xiong..
pray had bah..
tml cant see G play bball cux trg..
mayb can onli catch the last match ba..


maybe tues nite go club.
loL.. cux wed no sch!!! yea yea..
cux sch hol..hahaha
but still not sure la..
aug approaching means...
2star coming!!!!
dead meat!!!!!
i have brush my skills up...

simple stuff lyk ruddering aso cmi la..
dead meat!!!!
" toufu ar, go changi train la!!! lidat we can realli drill!"
we shall avoid seletar la..
seletar water traffie damn bad de..
we go changi!!
lazniess kills so mus train to wake up early..
changi is ideal! cux test aso there...

jiayou!!! hmmm...

red

hmmm.. dun seems a good day for me..

whole day not myself..

i tried to pull myself up.. BUT...

canot make it..



well todays module was Fcuk..

din lyk it..

UT was ok..

jus so no mood la..



mani factors:

sci grade drop! ( especially UT )

red seems attach

tml group will b fuck

today problem,module, group all fuck!



so shitty la

red com to bball crt after his db

den bought gummy sweet for this gerl la.

walao!!!

den lyk so close la..

although is lyk 2 palm size away la

sems their happening..

or mayb even tgt!!



haiix....

realli no mood la..

reach hm at 10.50

cab hm...

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update tml..

ps: im AFFECTED!

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hoho.. im sick..
bad bad flu..
and it seems obvious..

haha.. and noe wad?
kate expose me!!! ooppxx...
KATE:
its jus happen to be we're close tats y.
now.. dun think so... not sure la.. cux i dun wan too.


today's problem was.. hahaha
awesome peipei's art work out in 5 min?
damn freaking fast la..
and its so freaking useful in our illustration.

thnxeh. watch harry potter ltr.
finally catching a show on monday..
cool.. now i begin to lyk trance..
wholesomely awesme!!

ps: today i missed to see red..

mizuno

ytd
wanted go kayak de.. but bad weather..
grrrr...
make me so no mood..
but... ENDED UP IN UBIN!
loL.. cool man..

bike from near 1 to 4.30? i think so..
cux we finish bathing at arnd 5.30.
bike and pictureD!! awesome la..
cant wait to get digicam..
cux i lazy to wait for pics.. loL..

and of cux jeff took the pics la..
its lyk a nature tour for the day..
spoting for butterfiles, bees, flowers dogs and mani mani more~
so awesome la..
bike in the rain..
den up and down slopes..
so scary la.. haha.. J even end up in the drain to take pic.
den in the night watch vacancy..
satisfied my cravings of nachos..
so salty la.. lol
but nice..
vacancy was ok ok la..
lyk no story line but very sadist



today
went for mizuono race=)
ran 5KM.. buden seems shorter than the usual 5 we ran
meet Jeff ,kaikai*( oops) and meiqi..
and jeff's dad send us there..
the traffic was OMG kind..
den due to ytd's bike, my knee pain..
n now its even more pain..
cux nv cool down... loL
oopx..

we finish at arnd 8..
but the waiting for collecting bag was..
NOT JUS LONG.. its GP LONG!!
HAHAH... den end up at TM for breakfast at 10.10
yummmyyy-

goodie bag gave us mizuno t-shirt..hmmm ok la..
but i wan the jersey leh..
oni guys have lo.. ( nvm, we go buy! )

den came bac do the RJ..
haha.. so in the end i din skip rj..
awesome ryte!!!
paxson call me and call me go work..
hmmm.. ok la.. as long as i cashier i go work..
cux i tired till wan slp la..
lazy to walk!

i wan hurry take 2 star lo..
hmmm sat shud be have water trg ba...
if dun have den we go changi ourself!
haha.. den go early in the morning..
28july will be a long day for me..
got trg, den appointment den marcus chalet
hohohohoh
dno wan to stay anot.. but dun think so la..

this tues got maths UT...
dead meat!!
in not wrong. tml gyming..
my knee mus be good eh =)

ps: tell me who are you wud you?

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candid shoot!
look who's happy and who's arrogant?
the BOTAK goose and me

well.. this week seems to pass fast eh

friday gt bball polite. hahah

means can see jez! loL..

well.. went for insect talk today..

and im lyk wondering abt the RJ qxn.. cux the who talk's slides is pictures!

this might be a real problem to write RJ.

today's lesson was those FMD kind...

so -_-

not us sian.. its GP sian!!!!

its enterprise!

HRM la.. its lyk.. i study it in MDIS til can slp type.

den today is HRM AGAIN!!!

and if im not wrong.. the next 2-3 prob is HRM too!!!

wanted to pon. but in the end never.. hahah

oh ya.. my damn mouse spoil!!

walao... my fav mouse leh..

mus go buy again..

but its lyk use awhile jiu spoil..

seems poor quality ryte? but pei's seems alryte!

i will take the risk and get it again!

today finally pay all my debt..loL

debt for online shopping.

awesome eh.. loL

lyk phew la.. heartpain cux money loss

happy cux goods in!!! hahaha

den noe wad.. GERLS ARE SENSITIVE CREATURE!!!

goose and i are lyk good frens.

den ppl sae gt something..

walao.. when i saw the conv. btw her* and lululu..

im lykk.. WTF?! ( woke me up for the morning!)

me erkkmmm goose?!

PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

this is totaly insane..

sometyms she's too sensitive and insensitive..

( cant sae much here.. cux both -ve and +ve links)

all i can sae is.. " u dun think too much la!"

tml is sci module and sci UT.

hahaha JIAYOU!!

its SERENA again!! yea yea!!

i love this faci... she's lyk another mdm goh..

can read my mind type.. ( mostly for studies)

awesome!!! but soon sem2 starts.. means no more..

mus jiayou!!

bought hotchoc w mashmallow and banana..yea!!

means tml got hot choc to drink and...

lunch i will have banana!!

hohoho!!!

LOVES-

this is purely awesome!!!

fri got warcry trg..

sat got water trg..

sun got mizuono race..

this week is lyk... PACK!!!

anw... mus realli jiayou to have good grades =)

to love:

tell me hu are u..

cux somehow i felt tat u're some1 i know..

ps: i miss RED

whimsical nature is good sometyms.. =)

hmmm.. jus finish my RJ
today had trg. was hmmmm.. ok la..
n noe wad improve by 5mins..
means 5mins faster!!
yea yea!! lol
today saw red when otw to sch
J took the same train as him ... ( =/ cux its J not me)
trg din se him.. cux no chance to see..
he in gym ( according to J)


my legs breakin liao..
hhohoho. today UT was ok ok la..
hope the grade will be satisfying.. cux its UT3 liao

oh ya.. gose talk to me abt his stuff..
felt a lil touch but sad..
cux im lyk being bad la..
maybe im not reali fit to care for others when i cant even care for myself.
this sat got trg! hohoh.. ( put at ECP la; although its lyk far)
den after trg mus rush to doc..
dno can make anot leh.. cux sun i not free..
sun got mizuno race an hair cutting session

today jeff got new hair..
hahah.. awesome...
but lack of frinch.. loL
anw its still HAM SOME la..
hahaha

i feel so weak la..
hmmm.. weak in a sense
not the sick kinda weak..
mus train more more more!!
although my knee make not be able to take it,
i will still train more more more!!

ALC corner is building very fast! hahah
and im havin th team republic singlet and shorts
prety shock cux we ALC is having it..
i think. tml i will start early for sci revision!!
cux thurs sci UT!!
mus try to get A... cux until now UT i nv get A

jiayou-

look on the bright side =)

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Somehow life is aint that wonderful after all.
You jus have to accept life as it is. Im lyk having moodswings?!
So wth ryte..
I dun lyk to have moodswings and somehow I miss my sec sch frens.
Someppl still keep in contact.
But mine?
Dun think so…
credits is lyki cmi.. we dun even keep contact la.
MAybe the problems lies with me..

Somehow I felt that I’ve change.
Well, ppl. TELL ME HE TRUTH!
Will the usual AP gerl come bac ( or why not put it in a nicer way, re-surface.)

I feel tat my health is lyk shit now.. fcuking shit!
Why is my health lidat?!
Why mus it be to be deaf on the right?
Why mus it be me to suffer from PCOS?
Why must it be me to be so sensitive in life?
Why must it be me to avoid reality?
Why must it be to have weird and seems untreatable conditions?
Argghh-


Life is nv fair.. I noe I shudn’t wellow in self-pity..
but blog is a place to throw everytg out aint it? I keep saying “ look on the bright side.”
But in reality, I cant.. tats a fact! I ADMIT! I’ve been living on earth for 18yrs 5mths. Short yet long
I haven learn to save!
I haven learn to behave!
I haven learn to respect!
I haven learn to be a leader!
I have learn to be independent!
I HAVEN LEARN TO FACE REALITY!


I shud not regret for what I’ve done. But I shud reflect instead.
Im lyk wasting my life. What can oi do to fuckingly reactify al the problems im facing?!
How can I recover from al this fucking illness.. tell me who lyk to feel bad both internally and externally?!
If you’re tryin to sae im self-conscious and try to take it easy.
The fact is I cant. Everybody is looking at you.
Ppl discriminates and criticize.
And PCOS give me all this problems. why can I only admire others and not having those satisfaction for myself? Even moodswing is the cux of PCOS!
FUCK LA!!

Mayb im jus sensitive la..
ppl might be joking but I took it to heart.
I cant jus stop ppl ryte? Hmmm.. haiix.. gerl ar..
change for the better k…


feel lyk having banana.
so tml i shall have banana for the whole day!

ps: i mus learn to love myself

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well. ytd went out..

hahha submitted for mizuno race

and den ESKI TYM.. lol

well as usual.. 3 of us... haha

but was awesome.

saw some angmoh kids.

and took pic tgt in the -4.4 degree celcius environment.

in the above pic J lok lyk a mother of 3 ryte? haha

ooppxx.. see she this she will kill me!!!

but its meant for her to se anw! lOL

well jus receive news from my mum tat the dumb and deaf uncle,

sudden diagnose w cancer...

cancer celss in various area and only have 6 mths

lyk wth ryte?

life is so long yet so short..

so we shud appreciate life now..

today work 9-5 de..

but change till 9-3..

cux damn tired la..

forget to blog abt thurs.

i work w shorts and knee guard tat nite..

hahaha

cux sha and liting in accident den cant work

and so happen tat i go check whether poay ready or not.

den paxson call me work. so work lo..

fri race was ok la..

din intend to win but tat day was so not on form la..

dno why my legs jus cant move and my knee cux reacted!

hmmm.. and noe wad? afte the run i cough lyk fuck!

and the doc sae if i run till tat extend i cant run..

haiixx... how ar?? dead meat la!!

mus realli train la..

i health dun seems to be supporting me leh..

sad...

but i cant let my health put me down!

mus jiayou!!!!

ps: slalom is my bf lovEd

i wan CHOC BANANA CAKE from jacks' place but with design of slalom !

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it's FRIDAY the 13!!!

mit J today to go sch
den saw RED a abt to board the bus.
before tat there are mani thots in my mind
n i mean ALOT!
den when i was abt to board bus, saw jiak and "Gd fren"
hahaha.. her BF la..


today is the campus de relay!
hmmm. my knee seems good =)
haha... and its maths today.. lyk wth la
dno wad the prob wan exactly
so its lyk -_-

now 1st break..
everybody in my grp lyk gone
is my ap coming bac or wad?
wud ppl tell me?
or its bcux of PCOS moodswing?

today's run pretty scary la..
din intend to win but still got the fear..
my kne might be a prob.. but...
den goose gav me massage on my temples.
hahah.. so shiok =)
somehow he's lyk my kor in sec sch.. ( joni)
haha.. aso indo-chi.
but joni still make a gd bro =)

UT2 grade out!
lol
oni for enterprise... i got B+
yea =) mus jiayou!


ok.. enuff of blogging
gotta get bac to work..
my grp dun seems to be moving
but it will somehow =)
jiayou!

ps: things mus be in control

hmm..finally i got my damn it knee guard

HAH- it cost me god damn it $36.45

wtf ryte?! loL
i thot this month i wmight not be in need of cash..
BUT!!!
getting a kneeguard has change tat possibilty!

and yea!! tml trg!
today din go gyming cux mus get my knee guard.
means gotta wear my damn it kneeguard to run!!!
ewwww-
but heard tat we're gyming
which means... CAN SEE RED!! HAHAHAHAH
hohoho. this is awesome!!!
and noe wad ?

i miss JERALDINE ANG CHER-LYN
aka TAUPOK
student ID: 72234

today called her and gave her a shock of her life!
cux she's still in KL
we sae thurs UT change o Monday!
and we sound so convincing tat she BELIEVE!!
or maybe she is to gullible~
haha... well wad can i sae?
even seaweed and pasta manis for RP disc she aso believe!

hohohho tml she'll be bac!!
and tml have UT!!
it the 3rd UT liao.. mus jiayou!!!
hahah.. cux daily grade is never enuff!

ps: i hate PCOS!

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noe wad?!
donuts are realli very very very very nice!!
hahaa.. loVes-
donuts factory donuts will kill me!!
its reali damn nice!!

ytd when lunch w my aunt at TM
had jacks
den when down to jurong appointment..
realli damn fcuk up. i hate PCOS!!
cant take cold stuff and juicy fruits!
wth la.. no more lychee for me!!
only apple!
den cant run too much!
walao.. den my race die liao..
1.5KM and 5KM
must realli get tat " special knee guard" mention by doc
if not my knee will be REAL WHOLESOME DEAD!

den when down to get donuts!!
hehehekx:)

today work,
cashier in the day and HOSTING in the nite!
damn it la...
hosting kill my leg..
now i noe how clare feel when hosting.. loL
hahha thirsty yet tired..

haaha
working was fun la. haha..
at least got ppl tats fun..
he is not there liao..
lyk FINALLY althought there is some misses.
ooppx

well, tml school..
hope it will be fun
and pray for my knee i to be pain free
or else i sure die in races and trg!

red

morning

took the same bus w red!!
ahohoho.. he walk past me and we alight at the same tym
hohoho.. well as usual la.. no "Hi" of even a smile..
but nvm.. seeing him is enuff liao lo!!! hahaha make me so high la..
today somehow i woke up on the wrong side of my bed
but seeing him perks me up!
lOL.. my ryte knee hurts la..
dno wad wrongs leh.. ytd aso nv do anith!
hmmm.. hope its not tat pain la..
cux today he got trg den i aso have
i might see him.. hmmm..
anw today's trg is doing circuits

ps: i keep saying i wan join DB,
but dun dare cux can see RED

well. me knee hurts thus stayed back for meetin regardin UBIN!

i think it's muscle strain la.. hahaha
adele and me hurt our ryte knee.. ( same la)
had meetin
UBIN-
hohoho. fun fun fun!! but sounds scary too
den saw red!! hhhoho
make me go gaggaga.
we saw each other la.. but as usual...-_-
2nd tym seein him frm this angle!







hmmm... heard from jenny tat DMTS pretty jialat..
somehow im worried for my course leh.
sad la.. mus jiayou!!!
today sci make me stres again.. hmm tell me when i not stress?!
hahaha.. but my team made it!
hahaha 3SAS ppl outof 5.. so its ont bad liao lo...

hahaha..

ps: i will still go mad for red!

=)

some pics=)

jus to update!!

tuesday

well.. tues training was a double power up!!! loL

saw RED!!! hahah... loves-

damn tall,dark cute, handsome, cool,buff!!!

hahaha awesome jiu dui liao..

saw him studying and saw him preparing for gyming!

damn drats bravo la... wahahahah

trg on tues was cool.. jus running and running!!

loves too..

somehow the kick is back again!!! hahaha..

jus dno why and how..

he jus booast me in wadeva sense la..

DMTS is realli a ryte choice!

and im officially a graduate liao..

hahah.. graduate from MDIS le!! yea!!

wednesday

went to buy sportsbra..

hahahah its 50 but after disc its 45.

it wun affect me cux its my mum who paid it!

hohoho... lyk finally la..

she keep sayin i go trg aso no use..

wad de lo... >_<

its useful k...

after trg ytd.. was pretty good
awesome-
had some thots in me ytd..
but somehow u'll have to look at the brighter side of life.
as the ugly side will be over soon =)

next thing to bring up will be..
ALC kayak has gradually and naturally build " logical and factual sense" in you!
haha...
i jus lyk kayak man...
have my tofu brother and gang..
they will jus kick the laughter out of u

ltr having UT..
Vthe last UT2.. hahah
its maths and VB..
can die a lil.. hahah.. cux VB is a fear to me...
although have been A-ing.. the UT sure die de..
in other words ..

GOD BLESS!!

tolday trg.. n the WONDERFUL ting is
WE RUNNING w track!
hohoho..

UT starting soon tata

last day of 5%

today wad not realli in the ryte mood!
so tempted to get crumpler la!!grrr-
went orchard after kayak..
but bought NTH!!!

wth ryte!!
smhow i regret being so dark!
its lyk, so mani colous look weird on u la..
cmi la
was pretty pissed with the outcome of the clothes
or why not sae pissed cux im dark!

so sick man!!!
grrrr-
i got 100 to spent.. buden gotta get my tennis stuff'
n once again the damn GST HIKES UP TO 7%
this means we earn lesser and pay MORE!!

jeffery got his crumpler lia la.. bought the 178 de..
buden.. heng heng JERA senior work dere
so got disc!!!
he paid only 161.10
hohoho.. and got the big 1 la!

hmmm.. so tempted!!!
the damn sufer girl shorts is 50% off la..
ARGGHHHHHH-
why m i so demanding?!
if nim not demanding, i will not lidat liao la..

haiyo....
hmm gotta slp liao. cux tml gg see doc..
there's realli smtg wrong w me...
western doc still ok..
but this tym is CHINESE DOC!
DEAD MEAT LA!!!

haiixxx...