7oct

Yesterday

dun feel well recently..
feelings have been messing my mind.
i thot i cud.. mayb tym will heal everytg.
stayed for hey gorgeous. hah- goose won seh!!
yippie.. happy for him la..
actualli rushing off de.. but he wans me to be dere.
so die die stayed till he perform finish!

kena sabo yet can win.. haha

cux the other 2 guy freakin not nice at all..
hehe

saw ben yeo and fiona xie..
ben yeo so cute la..
hahah

at nite went village for dinner.
ad because its checking, we skip entering home..
damn wasted la..
cux st james and zouk all strict..
wel nvm. went clinic..
hohoh.
had shooters in syringe..
loves-

den dad send me home..
cux he is at the area
reach home at around 2am.
damn awesome..
chat online..
crap w mq and rul..
den slp after tat.

hmmm..
well thurs trg was awesome.
jialat but good..
hahah..
well, i thinik my body will not take it alrdy..
or why not sae i can fel my condition worsening..
lucky this upcoming race not realli all joining..
so shall skip it..



oh ya.. heard some ugly stuff abt him..
sad la..
i think this wil help me geting over?
words he said contradicts everytym..
so shall be it... get it over and done with

ps: in dilemma and affected

3oct

Today is not my day I think?

Hmmm.. din feel as good as before.

Well I thin I m really not functioning this week.

Well, had enterprise today..

aS I ‘ve said, im not functioning,
so I do’t think I wil even get a B..

haixx.. I dno la.. things had been bothering me..
and I noe I shud not e affected.

But Irealised tat I really had been affected,

and not tellin him wad I’ve drmt means it will happen.

So I’ve gotta except the fact tat it will happen.

Why is he so nice to me when I wan to put it down?

Hmmm…

went down for 35mins break during break2.

Met up with j,ian,goose and this mly gerl. ( forget her name liao)

Dey quite fun la.. hahah.. I jus lyk j’s class..

Took pics and den went back to class..

Present some stuff only..
after sch stayed at kafe esplanade

and den go swens Check schedule

den alfian sort of “ beg “ me to go jln raya w dem.

But dowan la.. cux my ex..

Ok.. I think shal end her..

realy no mood la..

retailed so much yet cant NEUTRALIZE the moodless.

Ppl pls cheer me up=)

ps: i noe im affected

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n oh ya.. we are not drunk... loL

jus tat the pics seems lyk

simply have no mood today..

so will not be a long entry..

blasting will be nice..

maths today..

well, finish at 12.

awesome?

have nth to sae now.. probably uploading pics

ps: i noe.. its repeating

Well, frenship fight tday again.. not me..
but my sis and fren. Haiyo.. dno leh..
Heard many different things.
Buden again dno whether to believe which.
Things r getting out of hand.
This time round I cant really help.

We noe that she has problem.
j n I tried to help..we have this lil thing that we not realli happy abt..
but not everyth mus be said.
And if dun sae it seems lyk we’re hypocrites.
Confuse ryte?

And oh ya.. its no happening k..
We’re jus frens.. dun put it in a way tat its one sided love.. pls..
Pl keep asking whether are we.. im telling.. we’re not..

Went cwp after sch…
Sae clare n sis.. n noe wad.. heard stuf abt my ex..
omg.. why lidat… hen fan leh..
To my ex: pls dun ask for patch..
I noe u wun see this.. but I will jus pray u not to ask..
cux it wil nv happen that we are getting back I dun have the feeling for u liao.
I lyk some1 else.. so yea… wun get back de..


well frenship thing is ok liao..
haha.. jus no more emo shit k..loL.

ps: shall take it as nth.. =)

well.. noe wad.. cant be happy everytym
cux this means soon sad things will happen
im jus so confused la..
i think enuff liao la..
cux no matter wad the phobia i in me ryte..

today sci..
nv felt so down abt sci before..
help!!!
this realli cantbring me down la..
if not im so freaking dead.
anw, im having sore throat
ok.. faci's here..
brb

ps: if onli....=/