every little things now simply piss me off! i just don't know why and what is the cause. i just don't like how other work things, have been working for months and yet still don't know a shit! this holiday did'nt much seems like a holiday, intended to gym n do PP. but until now,in no avail.

everyth seems to be in a mess and everything is bothering me. my brain is in a mess and i cant seem to sort things out! binge and starve are things i favour recently! i just cant control my stupid mood swing. i just hate things that are not going in the right/planned way. feelin fucking sinful and messed up!

ps: gettin someone alike is never easy, maybe it's impossible!

*disappointed*