Don’t you think most of the time people make a mountain out of a molehill? I think it’s kinda ridiculous and plain childish when such stuff actually comes from my uncle! Well, it’s just a small issue. I’m just not aware of my surroundings and didn’t realize that my cousin walk pass me. I mean she din even bother give me a text that she saw me. So how can she expect me to know that we bum into each other? And apparently, she went home making casual remarks that she saw me. Now my uncle is making a big fuss about me not wanting to say “hi” when I see my cousin. Insane!

 Well, slept at 2.30am last night, after watching GG Esp24. Well, the fact is I can’t really sleep as I was too bloated due to buffet. I have food that’s for 3 people. And the next stupidest thing is I drank water, causing myself to feel so so bloated to the extent that I’ve attempted to puke. Apparently, thoughts came to my mind and I can’t bring myself to do it. Only manage to puke aprox 1-2 tspn. I weighed myself in the morning (as usual) and I put on weight! OMG! Not even going gym today because I have to really study for my UTs(lab mgt & materials processing)  and my body is aching from fri’s gym. Gotta head to gym on mon, wed, fri and sun this coming week, to compensate for this stupid buffet!

 

Lesson learnt : always avoid buffet or at least prepare yourself for it! 

the farewell dinner from IMRE  

apparently, evan paid it all 

the first day of school breakfast and desserts from house @ dempsey. they have the best strawberry shortcake  and its WARM!

the 2nd heart attack

i simply love his cooking (:

it's been a while since i last blog. and yea, here am i blogging. ( jeffy says that i have to share my happiness, nonsense) pictures will do the job (:  have been eating all this while. but i simply love the stuff that he cooks. its like DAMN EDIBLE ! its impossbile that i will skip my meals and have unwanted moodswings. yet again my cravings will be satisfied!

he gave me another heart attack on monday. bought me a red braun buffel wallet. and he still wants me to train harder to improve my heart's condition. omg~

school will start next week and i just cant wait for the scrumptious breakfast i will have. and it will definitely goes with a perfect sandwich for lunch! awesomy!!! i hope things will get better acadamically or else all i'll see is a bleak future..

at this very moment im cliss with my bf. i really still feel fat. but not turning anorexic for sure. i have lovely meals from him and sometimes he's just afraid that i dun eat..  my PT, frens and bf said that i've slim down.. but im still fat.  flabby everywhere despite training..  

so now, tell me how heavy i look. for sure im lighter than the bluefin tuna (64kg)

at this very moment.. i'm just afraid my dad will leave us. ( leave as in leave the mortal world) i mean.. how the hell am i able to survive with my mom? this is insane! but well let's hope the day will not be any sooner.. i mean if i have choice, i wud rather have my mom to leave first :x