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hohoh.. back from trg!
was tired!! lOL but its less den 5KM.
well, im so weak la.. tats all i can sae.
somehow i think i never improve at all
after all this tough trg.. im still weak
welll,BUT im not gg to ask why im weak. BUT ask...
how to be not weak!

seems dumb?!

no its not. cux its brain language!
hahah.. mus understand ur brain so as to be a better person
and so as the lead a better life!
yeaapp=)

and noe wad?
im so gotta make it for AVventura..
its a must! biathalon will be a form of trg.
9 SEPT is the race la..
scary la!!! omg!!
im so gonna make it thru and so gona make it not scary!
YEA~!

well i keep nagging tat i no money ryte?
well.. now i will make full use of brain language.
dun wan to be poor?
den think how not to be poor
how to balance spending and earnings
and not nagging why my life is this and that..
BRAIN LANGUAGE will realli help =)

so ppl!
think positive so as to move on to the new era in life =)

yeappp..
got the influence from rohani the problem solving faci.
she is once a teacher, nurse, motivator
and she studies psychology and things that do with the brain.
you might think that she is a bitch and a mother fcuker when u jus noe her
but the real her is very nice.
she can play and work at the same tym!
with her great influence u will be a better person =)

hadso much fun today.
watch gangster wife 3
den go trg..
circuitts AGAIN
but this is the " BETTER" one
hahaha.. perserverance,determination and stay focus
jus for improvement!

ps: dun be a lazy pig if not u're the 1 that will suffer and regret =)

awesome la.. midule today was relax!!!
loL..
jus damn cool..
today UT was lyk OMG!
its lyk from problem 1 till 14 la
lyk all!!!

hhaha.. hope after moderation i will get A!
loL. yippie

1 more UT on thurs and no more liao
not coming to sch til nxt thurs
and tat thurs wil be chalet!
awesome!

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well ppl.. im fine =)
hahah.. its the toooooottt festival..
scary eh..
cant go bac late hor!!!

din go gym today..
cux tml UT and i scare Kate will be late.
so cancel first.
the rest all dowan go gym.,
so is lyk.. cancel bah..
shall resume nxt week

loL..
well.. im done with sci UT revision..
and yeapp.. from this fri i wun go sci for lesson!
haha clear leave!!
but 23 itself i have to go sch la..
cux my communication's leave clear finish liao.

hahaha.. nvm =)

tml sci UT topics are fun
but i scared i no tym to finish..
UT 3 grades are out except for communication
maths : C+
sci: B+
problem solving: B
enterprise: B

lil improvements but still not happy with it la..
haha until now predicted grades dun have A liao..
cux UT sux la..

well, today is the 1st tym i do VB and not tat stress till siao la..
and noe wad? i understand the code FINALLY!!!
ahahahahaah..
quiz full marks la..
yea yea.. happy!

well fri race!
thurs gna watch the movies i have in the lappy le
tml trg!
hahah.. love trg!

and oh ya..
saw this guy.. pretty handsome!

ps: appreciate what you have for the moment

Today is jus so not my freakin day.

I jus dun lyk it this way.

Things are not in my control.

I have my own difficulties and yet u idiot wun understand.

Den how u expect me to understand urs?!

Im lyk a fucking idiot that NEED to follow u guys arnd.

Im not ur dog pls… I follow arnd and gota se ur fucking face?!

Wad is this man? Im human too k.



u dun nid to be some kind of hypocrite and bring me to doc.

I can dun go.

At most I die earlier than as planned.

Infront of other ppl u will talk to me lyk there’s noting on.

But when I talk to u or ask u smtg..
im lyk talkin to the wall.

A least wall response.

U dun even respond k.

u have no rytes to give me attitude k. dun wan repond huh?

I dun mind. I dun mind not talking ot you im really fine with it.

But the next thing will be ur spouse will come and scold me for giving black face!



Wad is this u tell me?! Look who started it first?

I thot I wil be free from all this kind of crap.

but I happen again. If its $$$ den I cant help it la..

ur pay increase $ $also not enuf .
nvm…


I work for the whol of last yr ,

nv get a cent from u $$ $aso not enuf..
now every month u jus give me a fucking $200 u think its enuff for me?

$200 for meals of 7 days?!

Enuff? With $200 I dun make noise.

Den u still not enuff?! Wth is this..

if u earn 10k per mth I think aso not enuff de..

nvm... i will LEARN how to save!





dun talk to me den dun talk la..

dun make others come asking me why I give a damn black face

Dun tell me u expect me to smile and lauff to myself?!

Are u insane?



My life has nv been better and I dun think It will be better.

last tym I use to have a place wher I cant TEMPORARILY hide from all this problems.

NOW?! No more..

even my aunt told me not to look for her so often.



Lunching and shopping with my aunt aso mus be a shh shh matter..
wtf is wrong with u ppl man.
I need my social circle to take a breathe in life. Unlyk u all.

NO LIFE! With sch and trg I barely only have a day of two to enjoy life.
Now I stil have to work RELUCTANTLY! Its no life..

lidat I only have 1 pathetic day to spend tym gg out and chilling.

Lidat of cux I wil go out w frens la.

If not wad? Stay at hm?!

Lookin at ur fuckin face?!

PLEEAASSSEEE!! No way!


So that’s the reason why I keep going out. Happy?!

I avoid eating at home is because u guys love to feed me with crap food!

And I cant survive with crap food.
Serving crap food and giving excuses that its healthy.

MY FREAKIN ASS! If u claim its healthy, ur health wil be perfect!

But is it perfect!? I doubt so.. so now do u regret giving birth to me?

If yes, den u shud have agreed to DISOWN me when im 9 yrs old.

Why is my life totally opposite from my bros?!


is it that I din the ugly side of their story or tats the fact tat there is biasness?

i stil dno. If u think im rebellious den I have nothing to sae.

Cux the more I change the more u cant accept.



Get a bookworm or a geek to be ur daughter den.

I will GURANTEE u tat u’ll be 10000% glad!

Cux im nv the 1 that will satisfy ur needs.

Im jus another burden for u guys in the family.

ps: no matter wad..problems wil stil lies with me.

w/o me = w/o problem

today was NOT REALLI NICE!
sian la.. fuck up side down left ryte by my lenses
den mus buy new one
and its lyk 39.50?~
damn ex la..
i pay summore damn it!

parents scold scold scold.
onli noe how to give me their fuckingface
den mouth nv stop
lyk wtf la.

met up w chun and frens.
they realli very funni..
queue for donuts
well. i got 1 onli..
cux lazy to take.

den headed to orchard
slack lo. loL.. ate clam chowder.
and noe wad?
1st tym i go out nv shop for stuff..
cux im freakin broke.

imagine u onli got sufficient $ $t survive till end of mth
den u gotta pay for lenses and medical feess
walao.. no money le
bank is real dry
wonder how m i gg to survive for the nxt 2.5 weeks

today jus saw a few good lookin guys.
hah- tATS the onli thing tat will perk me
but too bad.. red is better
hahaha
and i saw ppl taking paddles arnd.
not db stick la..
its paddles!!!!!

den saw tis stupid couple fighting
lyk wth..
until th gerl realli cmi.
jus bcux the guy wan se the gerl's hp.
den after the "show" ended
5 mins ltr see dem lyk ok liao..

if i have such bf..
tats it la..
dowan aso nvm...

hmmm.. tml gg doc again.
sian.
realli dno why mus i suffer ill lidat.
means no swim for me tml..
sad la..
sry jeff and peeps.

jeff-
jus jiayou k..
biathalon u swim 1st den i run..
well jiayou!!!!! =)

ps: i jus dun lyk my life being lyk this-