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i dno what's wrong..
i jus dun feel ryte..
there is this weird feelin in me now.
i skippED sch.
movieD today..
everything was fine till now.
i jus dno what happen to me or wad i wan.

"think carefully what u wan" thats wad i told ppl
but wad abt myself?
haiixx.
im being too sensitive and SELF-CENTERED!
why m i lidat?!
i can gurante im not PMS-ing now.
i jus dno why im in such a situation

i dun lyk to feel so lost.
its not a good feeling..
i dno la.. probably its my fault..
hmmm... im not a god human living on earth.
im a nobody here.
i feel bad

i know im a workaholic
i know. but i cant help it.
i nid cash i admit.
i envy others that can not work and spend.
but not me..
please.. teach me to control

i dun mind eating grass everyday jus to save
i dun mind anyth...
resort to not eatin? i dun mind..
cux i can take it.. i wun feel hungry.

i dno la...
i cant vent my anger out
i cant do anith to relieve myself
i use to ;
do it*
shout
vent at others
shop
eat
ALL this jus to vent it all out!
but not now..

sorry..
tats all i can say.
i've disappoint u guys.

PS: especially disappointed in MYSELF!

070807

Ytd
most of the ppl late for school
and its lyk only 7 ppl when it is 9.10
The freaking net of RP is lyk freaking SLOW!
Jus dn feel lyk performing today..
But I have to get my grades.
Haixx.. dno wad’s wrong w me.
probably jus sensitive ba..
Now we only have 3 grps?!
Half the class not here and I jus dun have the mood to study.
People jus piss me , or why not sae Im pissed EASILY..

watch perfect stranger ytd
the show was AWESOME!!
HAHAHA.. freaking nice de..
so highly recmmended!


today was ok..
life was a lil better.
UT wan change ans but cant
today my grp slide is jus 8slides.
hahaah.. dun care ba..

mood was ok ok ..
i think tat im too self-centered ba..
wanting others to go in my way onli kind.
well, so far onli A FEW PPL can.
and they are my sec sch mates

went swens for lunch.
had beef frank..
awesome la..
loL.. well.. i jus cant control my spendings.

why ppl wil be bias?

ap den mus gif in..

bu jian de i ap u all gif in to me..

lidat big fuck eh..

dno la..
im jus SENSITIVE!

030807

hmmm..
today no mood..
maths and VB kiling me!
help help help!

dno its pms or wad..
jus no mood in everything!
everything lyk so wrong leh
i think ppl wun accept for who m i
sad case.. but shud b a fact.
probably im sensitive ba. but thats me
i think alot!

sorry ppl..
in jus so not in the mood.
if i were to force myself..
things wun be ryte and i'll spoil the day.


yea.. so join u guys next tym

020807

hoho.. jus finish my everything!
haha. today UT i mis out 1 qxn 2m lo..
nvm..

trg was fun today..
hahah.. although i got bruises on me.. but
still very fun!
loL..
my body now lyk jelly.. hahah
jus damn tired.
my knee pain liao..
thnx to the wall..loL


hmmmmm...
did sci today.. but not realli hapy with the outcome
but at least its better than last week.

well.. after trg go see match
n noe wad?
red and white ther!
haha when i left i look up summore.
den red saw me looking.
ooppx..
hahaha. till now we haven talk in sch..
but nvm... im fine w it...

i din stay thru the match..
but 3rd quater RP leading..
well.. can win de ba.. haha
see them play is lyk. " wow, so smart"
hahah

tml will be maths..
n means might not have ppt again!! hahah
but mus think alot!
ok. i wan go slp liao..
feeling real tired!

1aug

ytd..
went for jack's dinner and JUMP..
pms so din realli enjoy..
but had lil great tym.. tml i will get the pics and u'll noe how much we enjoy!
DB is lyk childish..loL
guys are boys wad to do...
*shake head$*


today
went vivo..
shud be a very fun day..
but it started w a very not fun day..
its so not my day...

1st was PMS
den...
took bus from amk to vivo.
thot i will be late but..
in the end i have to wait for another 1hr 45 min.
which means 105min...

first tym wait for ppl so long and its at vivo!!!
feel lyk jus gg back lidat ...
i thot my sec sch frens late is very late liao..
but this is worse.
was freaking pissed...

the next thing is..
wanted to go bac liao.. but drag drag drag till -_-
den the other thing is the fucking cab!!
waited for 45min. den in the end took bus till SGH and call for cab!
wad the hell ryte?!
tml still got UT.. and i haven study..