hmmm.. jus finish my RJ
today had trg. was hmmmm.. ok la..
n noe wad improve by 5mins..
means 5mins faster!!
yea yea!! lol
today saw red when otw to sch
J took the same train as him ... ( =/ cux its J not me)
trg din se him.. cux no chance to see..
he in gym ( according to J)


my legs breakin liao..
hhohoho. today UT was ok ok la..
hope the grade will be satisfying.. cux its UT3 liao

oh ya.. gose talk to me abt his stuff..
felt a lil touch but sad..
cux im lyk being bad la..
maybe im not reali fit to care for others when i cant even care for myself.
this sat got trg! hohoh.. ( put at ECP la; although its lyk far)
den after trg mus rush to doc..
dno can make anot leh.. cux sun i not free..
sun got mizuno race an hair cutting session

today jeff got new hair..
hahah.. awesome...
but lack of frinch.. loL
anw its still HAM SOME la..
hahaha

i feel so weak la..
hmmm.. weak in a sense
not the sick kinda weak..
mus train more more more!!
although my knee make not be able to take it,
i will still train more more more!!

ALC corner is building very fast! hahah
and im havin th team republic singlet and shorts
prety shock cux we ALC is having it..
i think. tml i will start early for sci revision!!
cux thurs sci UT!!
mus try to get A... cux until now UT i nv get A

jiayou-

look on the bright side =)

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Somehow life is aint that wonderful after all.
You jus have to accept life as it is. Im lyk having moodswings?!
So wth ryte..
I dun lyk to have moodswings and somehow I miss my sec sch frens.
Someppl still keep in contact.
But mine?
Dun think so…
credits is lyki cmi.. we dun even keep contact la.
MAybe the problems lies with me..

Somehow I felt that I’ve change.
Well, ppl. TELL ME HE TRUTH!
Will the usual AP gerl come bac ( or why not put it in a nicer way, re-surface.)

I feel tat my health is lyk shit now.. fcuking shit!
Why is my health lidat?!
Why mus it be to be deaf on the right?
Why mus it be me to suffer from PCOS?
Why must it be me to be so sensitive in life?
Why must it be me to avoid reality?
Why must it be to have weird and seems untreatable conditions?
Argghh-


Life is nv fair.. I noe I shudn’t wellow in self-pity..
but blog is a place to throw everytg out aint it? I keep saying “ look on the bright side.”
But in reality, I cant.. tats a fact! I ADMIT! I’ve been living on earth for 18yrs 5mths. Short yet long
I haven learn to save!
I haven learn to behave!
I haven learn to respect!
I haven learn to be a leader!
I have learn to be independent!
I HAVEN LEARN TO FACE REALITY!


I shud not regret for what I’ve done. But I shud reflect instead.
Im lyk wasting my life. What can oi do to fuckingly reactify al the problems im facing?!
How can I recover from al this fucking illness.. tell me who lyk to feel bad both internally and externally?!
If you’re tryin to sae im self-conscious and try to take it easy.
The fact is I cant. Everybody is looking at you.
Ppl discriminates and criticize.
And PCOS give me all this problems. why can I only admire others and not having those satisfaction for myself? Even moodswing is the cux of PCOS!
FUCK LA!!

Mayb im jus sensitive la..
ppl might be joking but I took it to heart.
I cant jus stop ppl ryte? Hmmm.. haiix.. gerl ar..
change for the better k…


feel lyk having banana.
so tml i shall have banana for the whole day!

ps: i mus learn to love myself

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well. ytd went out..

hahha submitted for mizuno race

and den ESKI TYM.. lol

well as usual.. 3 of us... haha

but was awesome.

saw some angmoh kids.

and took pic tgt in the -4.4 degree celcius environment.

in the above pic J lok lyk a mother of 3 ryte? haha

ooppxx.. see she this she will kill me!!!

but its meant for her to se anw! lOL

well jus receive news from my mum tat the dumb and deaf uncle,

sudden diagnose w cancer...

cancer celss in various area and only have 6 mths

lyk wth ryte?

life is so long yet so short..

so we shud appreciate life now..

today work 9-5 de..

but change till 9-3..

cux damn tired la..

forget to blog abt thurs.

i work w shorts and knee guard tat nite..

hahaha

cux sha and liting in accident den cant work

and so happen tat i go check whether poay ready or not.

den paxson call me work. so work lo..

fri race was ok la..

din intend to win but tat day was so not on form la..

dno why my legs jus cant move and my knee cux reacted!

hmmm.. and noe wad? afte the run i cough lyk fuck!

and the doc sae if i run till tat extend i cant run..

haiixx... how ar?? dead meat la!!

mus realli train la..

i health dun seems to be supporting me leh..

sad...

but i cant let my health put me down!

mus jiayou!!!!

ps: slalom is my bf lovEd

i wan CHOC BANANA CAKE from jacks' place but with design of slalom !

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it's FRIDAY the 13!!!

mit J today to go sch
den saw RED a abt to board the bus.
before tat there are mani thots in my mind
n i mean ALOT!
den when i was abt to board bus, saw jiak and "Gd fren"
hahaha.. her BF la..


today is the campus de relay!
hmmm. my knee seems good =)
haha... and its maths today.. lyk wth la
dno wad the prob wan exactly
so its lyk -_-

now 1st break..
everybody in my grp lyk gone
is my ap coming bac or wad?
wud ppl tell me?
or its bcux of PCOS moodswing?

today's run pretty scary la..
din intend to win but still got the fear..
my kne might be a prob.. but...
den goose gav me massage on my temples.
hahah.. so shiok =)
somehow he's lyk my kor in sec sch.. ( joni)
haha.. aso indo-chi.
but joni still make a gd bro =)

UT2 grade out!
lol
oni for enterprise... i got B+
yea =) mus jiayou!


ok.. enuff of blogging
gotta get bac to work..
my grp dun seems to be moving
but it will somehow =)
jiayou!

ps: things mus be in control

hmm..finally i got my damn it knee guard

HAH- it cost me god damn it $36.45

wtf ryte?! loL
i thot this month i wmight not be in need of cash..
BUT!!!
getting a kneeguard has change tat possibilty!

and yea!! tml trg!
today din go gyming cux mus get my knee guard.
means gotta wear my damn it kneeguard to run!!!
ewwww-
but heard tat we're gyming
which means... CAN SEE RED!! HAHAHAHAH
hohoho. this is awesome!!!
and noe wad ?

i miss JERALDINE ANG CHER-LYN
aka TAUPOK
student ID: 72234

today called her and gave her a shock of her life!
cux she's still in KL
we sae thurs UT change o Monday!
and we sound so convincing tat she BELIEVE!!
or maybe she is to gullible~
haha... well wad can i sae?
even seaweed and pasta manis for RP disc she aso believe!

hohohho tml she'll be bac!!
and tml have UT!!
it the 3rd UT liao.. mus jiayou!!!
hahah.. cux daily grade is never enuff!

ps: i hate PCOS!