Friday, May 11, 2007

110507


receives a news...
my pri sch fren jus passed away

on the very morning of 9may, 9.45am

it was on the papers that very nite.

the news was so sudden


we sort of lost contact when ew left pri sch.

she was my cca-mate.

the onli i rmb is the cca chalet at sentosa ( pri6)

that the last tym we're tgt sharing our laughter and joys.

she was a very cheerful and hyper gerl..


but its so unexpected that she's actually sufferin from depression (sec4)

shewas under medecation and her parents thot that it was in control

but 6wks ago her grandma jus passed away.

and its a blow to her, bcux she very close to her grandma

few day back her family was viewin the clip of the funeral of her grandma

probably tat trigers her emotion.


she wrote her last words...

to the police, friends and of cause parents

and jus jump down fromn a 21 story building

wad i heard was it's her aunt's blk.

her maid thot she was jokin wan she called her to kill her

as she wans to join her granny up there*


ytd, i went to the wake of hers at sin ming drive

met up with a group of RV peeps.( those tat we have not met up so abt 3-4 yrs)

its a happy thing we are gathering. BUT cant believe its at a wake.

i took a last look at her..

she's still as pretty lyk b4..


all this is fated.. so when its tym its tym..

she left the world.. but she'll always be with us.


W'LL MISS YOU MIN LOO

YOU'LL ALWAYS BE LOVE AND REMEMBERED !

Monday, May 07, 2007

07-05-07

its a nice date ryte? loL
07-05-07

until now haven see GE-red..
gotta change name from red to GE-red.. if not SUMBODY jealous
cux RED i her blck dino!!!wahahah
n stop sayin jeff not cute n handsome la... he's not bad..
betta than the guy u show me on frenster

hmm.. i reach sch damn early today. the 1st to reach
8.20am.. loL
den i make use of my tym la... do notes for OB
ltr g library to get boks to understand more on 4 culture and org mgt
n now tenis formally start in AUG! damn it long!

chat w siti darling, miss her la.
they all wan me to go bac to work but they leaving in arnd JULY
DAMN IT! den still call me go back!
wahahaah... den talk abt HIM*
yea, sad to say but he is my EX
he jus cant accept the fact la..
wan me to turn to gerls den he happy ar?!
SIAO!!
NOWAY MAN!!

went orchard ytd, met up w xueni!
hahah.. talk n crap alot..
thnx to mx la.. hahah.. cux she so long la..
from 5pm wait till 8.45pm den see her~
bought an organiser, damn cute la.. wahahahah
very school ger kind of organiser!

oh ya.. kayak replied!
cool eh.. loL.. well.. wun giv up on kayak..
dun care la.. so wad if parents dun allow.. dey shut up alrdy!
tats a good thing!!

well.. soon the faci is cuming in..
1st tym the pt finish so early!!
we even sort of prepare wad to say!
hahaha.. cool eh..

gotta mug for exams liao
help!!

Saturday, May 05, 2007

05-05-07

well.. im feelin damn it beter =)
acer is so -_- la..
microsoft aso dno how to bot properly..
mon gotta go IThelpdesk to reboot everytg!

Friday, May 04, 2007

fuck up!

today is jus SO NOT MY DAY!
i dno wad's happening.. evryth jus seems so wrong
even presentation in sch!!!
im lyk damn stress!!! i jus dno why!!
mayb its pms or smtg but i jus fel lyk crying..

blasting music in my EAR is USELESS now.. i wun de-stress me
i dno whether i can take this or not..
it jus seems so wrong!
is this the poly life im seekin for??
or its bcux of my MDIS??
damn fuck it la!
work can destress me.. but not this tym round..
am i insane or smtg?

i fume easily these days..
sorry to those i've flared.. realli sorry..
i jus cant help it..
ade especially.. SRY EH

mayb i shud go club...
i need to realli jus let go!! i dun think i can take it anymore!
im lyk even DREAMING of exams?! wtf
i wan to shop n relax BADLY
but no1 seems to be free...

wud some1 tell me wad to do?
bad things jus keep cuming..
i jus feel lyk doing it*.. but i noe shud not be doing it*..
i dno whether i can resist or not..
if i cant find it* mayb i wun...

no1 will ever understand wad im gg thru
n im not here to wellow in self pity..
cux its realli no use. mayb meetin mx la..
not realli sure depends on my emotional status

mx- i think onli u will understand la
so talk sense into me!!!
im lyk clueles in everything!

Wednesday, May 02, 2007


FUCK LA...

LAZY TO TYPE

I TYPE SO DAMN IT LONG AND ITS GONE!