fuck up!

today is jus SO NOT MY DAY!
i dno wad's happening.. evryth jus seems so wrong
even presentation in sch!!!
im lyk damn stress!!! i jus dno why!!
mayb its pms or smtg but i jus fel lyk crying..

blasting music in my EAR is USELESS now.. i wun de-stress me
i dno whether i can take this or not..
it jus seems so wrong!
is this the poly life im seekin for??
or its bcux of my MDIS??
damn fuck it la!
work can destress me.. but not this tym round..
am i insane or smtg?

i fume easily these days..
sorry to those i've flared.. realli sorry..
i jus cant help it..
ade especially.. SRY EH

mayb i shud go club...
i need to realli jus let go!! i dun think i can take it anymore!
im lyk even DREAMING of exams?! wtf
i wan to shop n relax BADLY
but no1 seems to be free...

wud some1 tell me wad to do?
bad things jus keep cuming..
i jus feel lyk doing it*.. but i noe shud not be doing it*..
i dno whether i can resist or not..
if i cant find it* mayb i wun...

no1 will ever understand wad im gg thru
n im not here to wellow in self pity..
cux its realli no use. mayb meetin mx la..
not realli sure depends on my emotional status

mx- i think onli u will understand la
so talk sense into me!!!
im lyk clueles in everything!