haha..wo

hahasx.. wad clarr sae at her blogg is so true n professional lo.. mus learn frm it.. hahasx.

as quoted**

*Sickness enters from the mouth, trouble comes out from the mouth.* In the midst of the freezing winter, gd and kind words bring warmth to the heart. Hurting and vicious words make one feel cold even in the heat of June. Speaking is like shooting an arrow. It cannot be fone recklessly. ONce it enters enother's ears, u will not be able to remove it even if u have great strength. Speaking abt senseless things is like chewing on saw dust. Speaking vulgar words is like worms coming out of one's mouth.Speaking abt good is like spraying fragrance. SPeaking truthfully is like the soft feel of cloth. Telling lies is like entering a trap. Spouting foul words is like smelling bad odour

wad a nice saying ryte? hahasx..realli gotta learn frm it lo.. well im alryte liao.. now jus haf to clarify things up...now half ok liao.. the other half will talk it out tml i think.. i dno... loL..
so now we frens liao.. hahasx.. cux of misunderstanding den we so harsh de.. loL .. well shud b alryte liao.. ani info den will publish.. i wan slp liao nites

well

anw.. im ok liao.. fast eh.. hahasx.. swens will b the best remedy.. no matter wad.. mood so shuang liao den cum hm mood swing.. thnx to wad i see lo.. so mani to read.. hahasx... innocent? i din... i wan po hui ppl r/s?? no lo... at the begining hu ask de? i gt ppl outside.. ohh ok.. wan call den call lo.. i dun mind.. as tats wad u sae.. i gt ppl outside.. or y not sae gang.. u peps bu shuang not my prob.

well wad for i care when such peps jus cum here to sae ppl?? haiixx.. sian.. if care den i luan liao.. jus dun understand u peps lo.. so sad...

i jus dun get

its lyk the things dun link den its lyk u peps put it tgt... wad the lo .. i jus dun get it lo.. i did not n u peps sae i did.. when i did sial..hey pls la.. none of ur business den u wan chap .. nth to do ar.. walao... i use nasty words? wher gt lo... i nv put anger of wadeva in those words lo.. nv see properly ar? ( oops) i did wrote tat lo.. den sae i use nasty words.. i dno a tg den jus vent ur anger on me on the blogg.. i accept ur apology la.. but not the others. cux dey haf no rytes to care abt this tg. i jus bu shuang ppl jus conclude things lo. den cum zuo hao ren to tell the person wad happen.. cux they are jus kpo-ing lo... this matter dun even link with the main "problem"



till u get prick n u will noe how others feel. sae i dun understand how she feel? how m i gna feel it when the "victim"dun spill a tg? one day u will b pricked not onli for such alyk matters but aso being kpo.( dun gif the reason tat bcux dey ur sis or wadeva den u wan chap)

so stupid lo...

its hard to forgif n forget-

drastic

haixx.. my heart realli shattered into pieces lo... no1s dere for me.. realli nobody.. even if those hu claim tat dey are dere to listen or to even care, dey are not.. cux those are jus merely words.. WORDS!!! y will this dat even happen to me again?! i realli dowan bcum lidat u noe anot.. it realli irks me... even if it jus flash in my mind for tat very 1 sec.

shud i get bac to my "original" self?? nobody can even advice me... nobody! u ppl are not giving me a chances to even think wad i shud do. n wad i sae are the opposite.. but y ppl cant get it? i hate tis fuckin feelin la.. haiix... when val gave a pat on my shoulder, i realli feel lyk crying liao lo... feel lyk breaking dwn at tat instance. haiishhh.. i dun belong her la.. janet is no in the office this tym liao.. nxt week den cum bac. den tat yunos will b in liao.. n he noes i hate him.. i hate it sial.. i feel lyk crying n slitting sial... i cant take it liao la.. nobody i can talk to..

meixing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wher are u?!!!!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!! i msg u den u dun reply! workin aso reply when free ma.. y when i nid sum1 w me den nobody's dere???? why???!!!! retribution??? in adss i lidat out of adss aso lidat.. wad the fuck man! this is freaking horrible u noe anot... nobody noes.. the feelin of ur loveones being shared realli sux man... y tis always happen sial... tis is fated??? shud i even stay in rochester? i dowan cux there's no system at all. i wan cux i wan the pay. n i hate my life!!!! i cant take it le ba... fuck sial!!!

haiyo

i dowan work rochester leh.. but my dad force me to work.. haixx . so sian lo... den my manager wan to go holiday liao.. tml fly den nxt tuesday den cum bac.. den in da mean while wad i gna do??? in this office so luan de lo.. mam jane sae i can work as full tym at swens liao.. but my parents dun allow.. ( as usual la )
haiyo.. tats wad parents are for lo.. always object the things tat their kids wanna do.. haiya.. i dno leh.. i dun care lo.. tahan til end of may den i ran away liao... hmm... so bored here de.. if work swens my mood differrent de lo.. if lyk tml work den i will b so into it de den will happi de.. if work rochester, den its lyk sian.. i dowan go tml lo.. tis type of mood hu wan cum sial... haiyo... i until now stil dno y i take accounting lo.. take accountin so i can study bah.. aniway its jus a cert. after tat cert i may not go for degree lo... i will go take tourism lo.. betta lo.. can mee more ppl.. im not tat business kind lo.. so no point bugging on things i dun lyk.. im alreadi 17, its tym for me to fight for the things i wan.

gtg liao.. tonight den blogg... cux now working lo.. sian den cum blogg de.. the things i also haven finish de lo... now 3.30 nia. still gt 2 more hrs to go.