"Accept the past as past without denying it and discarding it"
"Learn to forgive yourself and forgive others"
yea, think about what you want to want to acheive and not ways you can avoid things
when will i have the right mind to do stuff? sigh-
i'm not sad or whatever, just feelin out of place. at this very moment, i just wanna shut myself up( with my everything of coz) and do get all things done! yea, things cant be in my way all the time but at least i try to put them in place. i know it's not the place i'm in. it's the people i'm facing , parents. if they ever go on holiday i will be god damn glad to stay here all by myself. whenever i'm home, i'll get so frustrated and ass up with every little thing. and the moment all this came to me, i caved in for food ( any sort). after munching them i'l feel sucky. what's getting on my nerves?? i cant blame anyone but myself. i'm out of control :s
WERID HUNGERS. taking about werid hungers im feeling hungry most of the time. or sometimes not even hungry!! this is bad! nth can ease hunger except gassy stuff.. sigh- can just gulp coke down? i seriously need them, like BADLY! gums din help as much. it will give me jaw aches! im not going to say im fat (despite the increase in fat mass) but i'm so going to switch my eating habits to chicken chicken chicken. i need the extra muscles mass so that i wun feel fat. dont be lazy!
