i'm feeling stupid again. doing my best in school and fighting a losing battle. it's super impossible to get diploma with dist. reading at others' success on poly students getting scholarship, its like one in a million. getting 29As out of 30 and GPA of 4.0. that's the only way to get a scholarship. dietetics? kinda impossible as s'pore don't have such a course and its very impossible to study overseas. school fees is 110k for the whole 4 yrs. what about lodging and all? family not tat rich to afford. well, now i'm left with 1 route, NTU MSE. if i'm lucky, i can make it to NUS chemistry. and soon the next thing will be honours. i'm not worrying but just facing reality ( the fact that studyin overseas is impossible)