I told you im getting fatter. I don’t know, somehow I felt that that layer of fat is building up, or why I not say “ I know its building up” I need to stay focus and keep all temptation away! Seriously, im unsure what my mind is on. I just feel sian. Everything I eat, or want to eat make me fat. sometimes I don’t see the substantial increase in weight but my clothes and mirror tell me that I’m growing fatter. Oh god! My face is getting rounder and I want to revert back to my old self. Ok this is bad and I know I will fail to revert back. Shall rectify my eating plan and resist all temptations. That shall include my fav. Anpan. Sigh.