him

yeap i agreee i cant face reality
i agree i aboid
i agree tat i lie to myself..
but thhat'sthe onli thing i can do..

haiix..once again i fail myself..
i haven let him go..
he talk to me jus now b4 i go bac..
n b4 he went back to outlet.. he hug me..
argggh...
and i cried!!

i jus dno when will i totally give up