have been working out this few days and guess wad?! i think i grew fat! arrgghh-
this is stupid, but i really think so ( cause im never slim). this is sickening, but a fterevery workout sessions, i feel so shiok. tank is like... food for my eyes (better den addi). james know girls well enough. cool.this week, i met 4new people.. goody goody! my target will be CNY!! but oct will be the best!resistance and cardio, cause im fat!


the hols is coming and yea! it will be work + gym + kayak( i guess) = totally awesome!
and maybe occasionally club. its hols and yeam, club wil not be a bad thing. hahahha

tml will be my last UT and yea!!! hahahah... time to skip school! skip school and i can gym + work.
which means have fun and chiong for cash! recently now craves for shopping and it seems like a very good thing! all i wan now is to get new sportsbra, training bottoms( tights?) and shoebag!

since peipei lost shoebag its like , no proper shoebag used! grrrr- queensway here i come!

ps: Nahrung sind manchmal ekelhaft

back form mx's wedding. was a very busy day and yea.. tired!
gotta wait for pictures and yea..
you might lok best in gowns but the aftermath might be scary. ( tats for me)
just hope things change and they will do well (:
bless you guys...

its the start of UT4 and guess what? my module grade for applied chem is " gone case!"
people do agree that i think too much in UT. and i have to accept the fact and agree. now i seriously just want to go missing. shutting myself in a corner, off my hp and have no access to all communication device and that include being online. it's easy to do so, but that means no workouts and school.

is this a moment of desperation or some crappy excuses that i'm giving myself to stay away from reality? i don't know. 2 more UT for this week and it's the only time i can pull my other module grades up.

last night, i dreamt that i'm lying on my bed about to fall asleep. suddenly i just puke rice out of my mouth. and it's like " im fine with it kinda thing" . not really a nightmare, jus din noe i will have such dream. all i want to do now is shut shut shut!

i'm so missing subway ):

odio el alimento ; cixerona

it's been awhile since i last watch a bball match. and yea, i watched on wed and today.
was there to support some friend of mine. on wed, bitch when down w me and today was jess.

wed was the NTU trip and guess what, i' ve change my mind and i dont wan to go yr 1 NTU. the modules are like BORING! so pray hard my gpa increase and yea.. go NTU yr2(:
and glad to know that bitch trusted/believed me.. hahha.. cool eh..

today. had MTS and it was facilitated by some indian. was a joke with his accent around. after class when for run w jess outside sch and we explored the north entrance of the park. was pretty cool, one of the nice nature reserve like park. after that was bball match. RP lose to TP. but nvm.. before heading back aw addison! loL.. he was the sex that cure my headache for the night. but while walkin back, it reacted again. so in other words, mus see him.

tml will be water trg and yea new coach. addison's friend. hope she's some kind soul(:

ps: virtual is better than reality

if other were there to help, and you dont make an effort. nothin will happen.

it's like kinda dumb to whine about other's grade. but the fact is, i tried helping and people took it for granted. tetbook is for reference and others just done use it. told them to bring but they brought to return it to me! kinda dumb... but sometimes help is like "no use!"

and guess wad?! i dreamt that i'm attached to a guy who like to resort to violence.. loL.. simply influenced by the movie "men-in-white". weird-
my arm is like strain and my blue black is like , OMG. but well, it's worthwhile(:

ps: dreams are are sub-Conscious mind