at this very moment im cliss with my bf. i really still feel fat. but not turning anorexic for sure. i have lovely meals from him and sometimes he's just afraid that i dun eat..  my PT, frens and bf said that i've slim down.. but im still fat.  flabby everywhere despite training..  

so now, tell me how heavy i look. for sure im lighter than the bluefin tuna (64kg)

at this very moment.. i'm just afraid my dad will leave us. ( leave as in leave the mortal world) i mean.. how the hell am i able to survive with my mom? this is insane! but well let's hope the day will not be any sooner.. i mean if i have choice, i wud rather have my mom to leave first :x

eugene, maurice, yanwei, xiaoye, me,lisa

the schoolars are IEP students
hahahaha... yanwei is gonna enjoy his life for the moment before he suffers in imperial!
nevertheless, shall wish him all the best and get a damn phd! hahahaha
will be having an outing with them real soon.. like 11march!! woooooooo-

once again march i'm filled with stuff and its in the same week!
11march : imre people
14march : outing with yaoyang and others
14march night: out with jeffy and all :)

have been kinda busy and simply have no time for entries..and somehow i spent alot!!! i bought 3 books from US and an osim ucount from ebay.finally i got mself a pedometer to track calories burnt.. so so gonna use it for tml gym session. 

today is the official start of EHS training and its kinda dry..

and recently i'm so confuse with my thoughts! confused about my future! once again about acadamic grades and courses for Uni. and i guess local Unis are the only choice. so should i have applied chemistry or materials science engineering??? engineering might kill me because of semicon! i rather work in oil refinery as compared to tech, chartered SSMC.. like -_-

yanwei is leaving astar soon . like tml is his last day. aww so sad.. he's so gonna enjoy life till it time to fly for imperial (london). attaching in astar will make you feel that you're the stupidest in the world!! everybody at least has a masters or they are damn bloody good scholar! scholars that have 4As, 2S paper and GP A1. come'on this is insane!!!

this semester, my gpa was not impressive. expected but still disappointed. got 3.56 at least it din drop. if i were to get straight As for yr 3 the max i hit will be 3.8. possible? sigh

all i can say is, vivian is tired ttm!

my eyes are shutting and here i am struggling.

to stay awake for every minute. 

my slots are pack so back to back and it cant seems to have a break

now the only thing i can do , is not be lazy and move to the groove.

my cucumber eyepads are waiting for me!! and i guess i'll save it till i really need it!