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hohoho.
was a better day as compared to the past few days!
wad i meant here will be the emotional stages of the days..
the fragility of life is so GREAT Yet ppl lly us dun appreciate.
dun you think its a waste?
hmmm... ppl has to live to the fullest..
den it will be reali meaningful..
everyday there will be smtg different. so appreciate everyday
even though its a SIAN day. its still smtg to appreciate
because this might me be the last tym being sian!
hahah.. seems greapy but its some kind of logical thinking aint it?!

communication today..
it was so chill tat we even have tym to go cwp for lunch
and start the 3rd meeting at 2pm!!!
hohoho... somehow... i feel good today
almost cant wake up this morning.
well. the freakin morning temp is so shiok tat u wan to stay in bed
somehow i dno why... but i feel good!

hehehe... had lunch w katey kate and Jera!!
while gg bac to blk saw sham and JOHN !!
hohoho.. happy to see him la..
cux so long nv see him..
well as usual,
zhuang yuheng and norman were at foosball area.
n seems lyk they pon class!!
sometyms i jus wonder tat how can ppl afford to loss their "leave" lidat

well, learnt some tips for communication UT!
hohoho... its a good thing..
cux i need, want and must SCORE!
hahaha. ok 3rd meeting is starting so end here!!
ltr gg CE talk at 4.30 n gotta start work at 6pm
hohoh.. RUSH!!

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some random pics taken=)

im back from the famine camp!

had real fun n met lots of ppl..

paul saes i have the CHIJ gerl face.. loL

n im the family head for family wadeva(6)

total of 13 peeps. onli 3 frm rp the rest AJC,ACJC,VCJ,TPJC,SAJC

awesome dude!!

this camp had realli taught me how fragile is life

i've learnt to appreciate life

there are ppl far worse den us.. so dun complain tat much

hmmm..

well, we'll meet up soon for gathering!!

today was not realli a good day.. or somehow its not my day

i jus dno why..l jus get pissed damn easily.

so freakin idiot la.. wanted to go for movie..

budensimply no mood!

somehow i jus dun understand myself.

dno wad the fcukin hell i wan..

dno wad the fcuk happen

dno wad the fcuk is wrong... arrgghhhh!!

den gt this RP yr2 aerospace guy add me on msn

wad the fcuk so attitude la..

i dun send pic to ppl i dun noe n dun mit dem lidat..

den so attitude!

siao de... voice sounds nice la..

but personality suck! eewww! cant believe gt such ppl on earth!

AARRGGGHHH...

its jus so suay tat u pester me at the wrong tym!

jus so not ryte today!! BLASTING MY EARS OFF NOW!!!

i dno izit me the 1 having problem?

but sumhow i feel its me!

life lyk so sian!!

i wan some life tat have tennis,kayak,ECP,badminton,running n all !!!!

i noe it will be tired.. but at least its getting tired of a purpose!

although the evertym AP me is gone.. but there is still AP-ing

tell me who will kick a habit off so quickly??

but at t least i dun flare at frens..

tt 1 thing dif....

everytym i feel this way, i will do it*

but this tym round i hope i resist..

ps: im not straight,im not bend

im JUST the way I M

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yeapp..CANT WAIT FOR FAMINE CAMP!!!
HOHOHO-
the damn OSG lady sae jeffery cant go
cux dey did not have his name.. lyk wth lo
so angry!
but once jeffery cant go J n I not mood liao!!

work today was al ryte!!? loL
was the damn fun kinda shift.. hahha
with tapioca, PF,siti darl, giant, jackjack n mad doris
i mean real mad!! loL
new staff is yati n qingnan..
qing nan still ok la.. but tat yati.. wahahah
REALLI LYK MODEL! loL.
clear 1 table reali take so long ar? lol
i take tray to clear she still can take tray n clear the same table! POWER!

hahaha... catch up a lil with siti..
DROP DEAD AWESOME!!
got to c valent today!! yippie
crowd today was on n off..
n as usual... the crowd cum when its the tym to change shift!
sicko ryte...

den PF ntg to do.. gave me a bill w the words written
" table 4
vivian
rock n ride... hahaha"
wth la.. gotta shock out of my life!!
my heart stop for a while la..
dden i think she saw my reaction...

ooppx.. tell me hu see not shock..at 1st i thot its siti.
but its not...
i noe its PF when she ask me " saw smtg ryte?!"
hahaha.. damn her man...
i noe she's trying to help la..
but sumhow it takes 2 hands to clap..
i jus dun think its ryte for us to get bac..
n i dun think there is a possibiity.

he sms me today
n im lyk... " 1 sms its abt 20-50cents la"
loL... dno leh...
gt fan gan n hao gan.
zong zhi its not a good sign

jus done up the slides for my dad's national meeting.
wad the hell.. loL
RP mak me so useful!
i done the slides in les den 4 hrs!
hohoho.. damn cool eh..

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HOHOHO... it seems lyk im blogging more frequently.
well.. today was a not so bad day.
i think as long as there are interesting ppl workin the same shift as me
i'll be perfectvly FINE! loL...

ok.. work today..
was pretty fine.. paxson was cool! loL.. jus lyk him tat much
at least he is better den mama or even moriel~!
hohoho. i work till 10.. n partner w mahirah in sta B.
well.. prety awesome!
haha.. i jus dno wad's wrong w me seems lyk i cant control my thots
ooppx.. im lyk doing things tat im not suppose to do..

today im supose to go MOE but i can choose!! so of cux i dun go la..
mahirah even ask " u dowan go ar" loL
awesome la.. den let new staff go! hohoho
pretty cool.. 1st tym work w tian hwee..
he damn funni.. look so giant but the mind so small!
hahaha... ooppxx. i mean good not bad eh..

now abt clare!
hohoho.. she very funi de la..
we talk after work.. cux we both work till 10
pretty cool.. cux we have not been catchin up much!
so took this tym to catch up. heard lots of stuff..
shock, happy, worried, confused loL.
alomost everytg came to my mind..

abt ORG DINO!
haha.. the fisrt moment i clear plates n went into the kitchen
she pissed me.. wtf man
call me idiot..
and the abt an hr or 2. she tease me..
" why u keep droppin ur things?" and den when i accidentaly hit her
she sae " lucky its u"
wad the hell is she thinking man.. loL..
if i were to go insane cux i think too much.. i think she will go even worse!
OMG!! loL

abt him*
hmmm.. wad clare sae kip appearing in my mind
"we're happening and history will repeat"
msged us when he's leaving for KL..
( dots ryte.. KL onli den wan sae GDBYE!)
ahahha.. if NS den worse la..
i think his last day i will she bu de lo..
ooopxx its not a good sign though...

well. im lyk rottin leh.
life lyk no meaning now..
loL.. i think we shud continue the life tats filled w events!
n if the days come, my dad will start naging!!
loL..
can we have swim, kayak, badminton, tennis and running for the whole week!!??
damn awesome!!! realli cant wait for tennis to start.

TAUPOK!
dun stop outside tennis la..
i join u!! loL. so fun la. although its an expensive sports.
and we shall continue our fix shcdule k..
even though kayak training is starting... we still hafta continue!!
hohoho... it will be BRAVO!!!

hey boy!!
i had very bad dream.
i dreamt tat everybody is not dere for me..
even my jesse!!! she got bac w lian ( oops)
n den they treat me lyk " wad the hell she's trying to do"
bad dream eh..

sometyms i jus feel so helpless..
i jus dun understand why..
this is jus part and parcel of life and i have to accept and adapt to it
hmmm.. life has been lidat..
but i jus dun understand why.

ltr i have to work . 6-10
so its a sure thing, go MOE ( jialat!)
now without edward and manjeet i CONFIRM go MOE!!!
lol..

today is the 2nd day i stay at hm la..
wakao.. damn sian!
lookin at my bro play harry potter n the goblet of fire..
he nv watch the show den keep askin me wad happen..
damn...

sian sian sian...
life cant be so meaningless!!