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today go mit gugu n tessa tang.. loL.. dey wait for me till sky drop lidat.. den my gugu sae all i noe is slp..hahasx... tired ma.. den tonite gt sch ryte? loL

my god ma the leg bad bad again... went hospital... tats wad i heard la..den today see her.. her leg lyk very difficult to walk lidat... sian lo... den i jus noe my coux go sae ntu hostel.. shiok eh... i can go gugu haus stay le.. all it needs is approval frm parents... and paretns is the major problem summore..

hmmm.. den i kip spending today... sian sian sian... cannot spend le .. if nt realli die...

sch today cwas cool... so fun.. do with numbers... woo~love it... den i n mx today lyk not hapi lidat... i dun realli lyk her attitude la(as if she mlyk mine.. oops).. jus dun understand her why she wan skip class n why dun even write a thing during lesson... hmmm... but in the end nv skip la.. cux nobody skip.. i dowan sae her la.. ltr scold me again... i care too much la...

today life was fun... loL... sch fun.. everything fun.. jus tat mx not happi me nia... but.. nvm... its normal.. she lyk to sae me.. den if i sae her she will kaopeh me n we argue again.. so as wad the sun zi's art of war says, to have peace, sum1 hav to accomodate n shut up 1st... so i b lo...

today say 2 books.. i wan buy.. buden u noe la.. money money money...1 book is sun zi's art of war.. the other is the rules of life... hmmm.. if i read tis 2 book n master everything... i will b a good gerger... den cindy sae me... say wo bu hui zuo ren, so nid books to teach me how to zuo ren.. wad de lo.. sae until lidat.. well.. nvm la... dun care wad ppl sae...

hmmm... i mus buy the book... den my amen-ing process will b betta... and even more efficient ..loL

not a bad idea after all ryte?

AMEN =)

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happy national day.... hahasx.. the beginning of holyness starts today!!! yea!!!

hmmm... sandra sae both of us gt fault.. hmm.. well i admit. but not mostly mine.. cux its u hu dun wanna accept hu i m... u sae frens shud accept hu day are n not change dem... ryte??? den now u sae u wait for so long n i den appreciate... yaya... purely waitin will b no stead in btw.. so not my fault fully...

humphf

today went out with mx,jess,joyce,joyce's bf or hapening, benjamin.. hhahasx.. n i mean the osama bin benjamin.. loL we talk alot... well.. tryin to catch up stuff.. he sae i change anot... last tym a innocent chubby gerl... always argue w him.. noe no more.. loL... haha.. last tym its lyk pri sch n sec1... pri sch tym i everytym go his haus de.. cux his sister my classmate.. loL


well, pretty fun lo... jus tat i kip "lookin"la... loL... so bad... now i amening... so must avoid eye contact aso... gt one longest eye contact lo.. at admiralty mac... den i siam it.. wakao... of cux sad la... cux we until tis state.. but tis is aso the onli way... i mus go holy.... so AMEN!!!

even though ppl not on my side... sandra aka advisor will be w me... hahawx.. every tue nite will be meetin w sandra session .. loL... muackx muackx..

so....

holynesss starts today,9 aug 2006 (national day)

AMEN!

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sandra!!!!! my advisor!!!! loL.... noe wad.. u wud b very please to hear this
!!!! hahasx.. wo hui dui zi ji hen and its very hen.. hahasx... will eliminate all evil in the world n be the peilin tat hate evil!! haha.. n abit more of discriminate. at least when im prejudice im a betta person... dun u think so....

mx... cum join me with this!! =) we can do it de... less of those frens can le... those frens i ALREADY hav will stay as dey is... and tats the maximum i can go... cux after all this... i still dun understand wad u wan... i dun fancy the word tired... cux there's no such thing till u r at the extreme... for me i think u're not at the extreme... cux if u r... u will noe wad we wan... but dun seems to be..

lalalalala.... miss mimi,jesse,lianlian,sandra,kenneth,fizah,STANLEY,julius... den for outside.... wo~i miss siti,clare,cindy jessalyn,sheila... hmmm... realli miss dem lo... haiix.. well.. of all this peps the best...

mx dun saae la... she noe my everytg... loL... din write her name cux i see her almost everyday.

straightenED my thots le... so u* EVIL PEPX dun cum psycho me... since u peps call me accept u peps if im ur fren.. now i regret. cux i shud say as prejudice.. loL.. well now regret aso no use..so im gna change!!!! hahahaha..i bet ppl will love me more..denn i will b a more filial gerl.. hmm...

the verse..
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god please give us the strength and power to fight the E V I L spirits right opposite us . they MUST be destroyed in order to keep us safe nn sound AMEN!! *

NEW PEILIN aka VIV cuming up.....

to be updated!!! =)

GOD please give us the strength and power to fight the E V I L spirits right opposite us . they MUST be destroyed in order to keep us safe nn sound AMEN!!

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noe wad?? after sch when otw hm.. gt 3 gays infront of me!!!! wad the hell lo.. 1 is couple.. the other one take the same adidas bag as mx.. den kip smiling at us lo... wad the hell o.. den after tat. we kip lauffing... den lingfeng sae too bad she alight at yew tee.. den cant see show.. the couple kip taking picture.. den hugging lo... hahas the other one tat take the same bag as mx, kip smiling at 'herself' lo.. at 1st 'she'board the train i thot is a she. buden so weird lookin.. lyk smtg missing.. den i realise 'she' BREASTLESS!!!! den i noe ''she's'' a he!!!! loL wAhahahahaahah... den kip lauffing i even took picture!!
the gays

the trans

mx new hair

well recently smtg happen .. realli sad ... hmmm.. din noe getting tired will gtt this outcum.. can dun get tired? can jus stay by? can jus hav perfect memories? haiy0oo.. all this i cant choose de... butttt whhyyyy???!!! sad sad... talk to u nicely sae i treat u gd den not use to it.. ap den u kaopeh me.. lidat wad i do... im lyk b4.. nv change.. is u hu change lo... not me...

i noe she's imcomparable la.. she's flawless... im not... i noe... haiixx.. as if the ALMOST 2yrs of waiting is purely waitin... its not lo.. u gt 2 steads during the waitin lo... in my whole entire life.. im hhurt by u pepx MOST.. but wad can i do...?

i've been trying hard to b a gd gerl le lo... but .. wad i get.. ? lidat.... haiyo... try to change le... but for u, its too late... " i dun wan to try again... im tired... "syndromes of harpin on to the matter... but.. y dun gif others a chance leh? u may sae gave chance but u din treasure.. as u noe ma.. for us things all cum at the wrong tym de ma... still promise all those shiit... ya ryte.. in da end say wad.. sry tat i hav to break all those promises dat we made...

now.. im so freakin speehlesss.. wad u sae i wanted to defend n argue back.. but i dun think got use.. cux in the end u wil sae i ap. u jus wan a outcome of everytg. but things dun nid blck n white de lo... gt feeling can liao ma... mus reallii ask n get the ans ar? when u alrdy knew the ans, and u r not assuming.

u think tat i can forget abt u? for u, u can do it de.. but not me lo... at mx chalet i alrdy sandra noe the true me... sandra saw me broke dowan at the airport when i hear u sae u gt a crush.. xin sui ... now not crush.. now is period after confession.. i hope i wun see u le... but.. she bu de... tml national day eve... go see fireworks.. u gt go... but bcux of tat i may not go.. and if i dun go , mx will scold me...

haiixx.. dno wad to do... dilemma!!!

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hahasx.. long long no blogg.. hmm.. i now very tired lo... den i resign rochester le.... hmmm. pretty sad to leave lo... well.. gna miss every1 here liao liao.. now stil ask roc lo.. last day le.. so sian til i wan to slp.. surfing the net now till... i found tis..

i took this this n this is the result

Self Assessment Results:
Your responses suggest that you are dealing with major-league stress! Too often, we are not always aware of the stress we are under and we become so accustomed to constant pressure that it begins to feel normal. Unending stress is not normal and it is definitely not healthy (in our Conditions Area you can read about some of the serious disorders that can be directly traced to stress). Fortunately, there are a lot of things even the busiest or most ambitious person can do to reduce the stress in their everyday life. Therapy can provide an excellent opportunity to develop new, more effective coping techniques for creating a life that’s as "stress-free" as possible.

http://www.4therapy.com/consumer/life_topics/category/490/Parenting

wad the hell lo... hahahasx.. din nmoe.. such web can tell u all this. when u dun nid see doctor...loL

well. i lazy to blog le... waiting for all the staff to come in work... den see them last tym lerr.. dun think tonite i wan cum bac roc.. cum here i azso cant drink.. kevin not here le.. so i cant drink.. cux normally he make drinks for me de ma.. now the ppl here lyk sian sian type de.. -_-lll

haiixx.. sAD sad... dno la... going back swens lo!! yea!!!