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loL... went to roc chalet... den noe wad.. zack sound me!!! i was lyk.. siao ar u... no no no ..... argghhh!!!! siao de lo.. on his bday summore... den i sae i dowan mly..loL..lame excuse ryte? my main reason is aso he 35yr old lo... realli siao.. i think he despo lo... siao siao siao.. hmm.. drank pretty lot.. den mx slightly drunk den nxt day hangover..

hahasx.. we nv slp at all lo..mx gt slp la.. but always kena disturb... i was wid kevin when i came bac frm the "viëwing of transvetites" "they"are lyk wad the hell lo... hmm.. den we drank chivas w lime juice.. den i aso drank johnny walk w orange juice.. loL well its AP make for me de... AP wans me to drink tat jap beewr i dowan. den i sae i dun drink beer.. well which is true.. i DUN DRINK BEER! loL..

i n AP was tgt all nite .. loL.. den nxt day keng mc lo... hahasx.. today off summore.. realli long weekend... den friday AP mus cum in at 11am... hahasx.. can see liao.. but AP sae he may not cum in so early.. he dun care..loL last nite he call me aso lo... hahasx... i was lyk.. eh.. loL he call me for wad.. loL..den he call me to talk tallk.

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haiix .my frens all bcum lidat liao... i think its realli tym bah.. wen u think u can u can... so mus think u can lo... haiixx.. she realli so gd ma? wad so gd abt her la... haiixx.. ppl misunderstood her? but why ppl will leh.. sure she did smtg wad... u thik she realli so gd meh?

wad she took away frm me??? my happiness . n wad she gave me?? HORROR! she's a peng way kia lo... wad she sae n wad she did is 2 different thing lo.. so jian k.. did all this bcux of wad? bcux she wan to take away my happiness... befrending is bcux of thee same reason... im dumb not to listen to the other side la... haiixx.. so dumb lo..

thnx to adss la.. make my life so miserable lo... why siall... life miserable and gave me a life wherby its filled wid disappointment lo... haixx... frm frens to teachers to studies to r'ship... argghhhhh!!!!!

n all this created me!!! the AP peilin... ppl tat noe me as vivian haven see the ap yet bah.. i dno.. but dno will it appear anot lo... haiixx.. i jus cant control my behaviour in stuff lo.. i always cant explain my actions ...tats very bad.. haiix..

wen u noe the actual peilin n can accept it.. u r my real fren... real real best fren.. but till den when it realli happens u may fall in love w u liao...

hmm sad lo.. today work swens.. den its teety last day... haiixx.. den i eat medicine liao.. lyk blurr blurr de lo... hahasx.. den work 1 hr change to setter.. w mirza.. he do help me alot too.. pretty caring..

well.. mx new name was hoshgoshbugosh..loL its go gd thing la.. well. life now lyk abitt betta le.. jus tat ppl in swens lyk leaving liao.. haixx.. stil dno i will go novena anot lo... haixx.. hmm.. i realli hope wad i wish can cum true lo

err.. i nth to write today la... sians... tats all... loL...

oh ya.. realise tat lorita n sumbody** not in gd terms de... loL ( so bad ryte.. i can stil lauff)


i noe im fighting a losing battle.. BUT at least iits a battle... at least i did even tried...

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hahasx.. now at roc lo... loL well janet wan us to stay n peii her lo.. hahas1 hmm... we now in the library.. loL so cool lo... well july... stil pretty angry at ta lo...

cux i was called deaf..well migraine was realli bad... bad till i cry lo.. den go dr goh.. he was shock w my condition.. cux it worsen. cafagot din even help.. n tst a very strong pill le...

den cafagot change to 3 other pill.. dr goh sae my situation is conparable to my dad's state.. means in other words.. my condition is of a 45 yr old man's condition.. loL.. so seriox lo...

the worse ting is i scared pain till admit hospital.. hmm.. cux nobody will pei me de... haiixx... well.. deres smtg i jus noe... loL.. tat person in class no fren de.. loL so poor tg.. nowonder her dearr mus stand by her lo... not gna put name liao... july liao ma.. so not gna dirty the blogg liao lo.

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i hate a VERY VERY BAD day!!!! totally suck! nv had such a bad day for so so long! haiish realli so bad... gt the freaking MIGRAINE. den work frm 9.30 till 10. stil nvm.. in the freaking office so freaking cold.. den invoice all must explain.. wad the lo... not my problem aso must..

den ltr in the evening.. pick up a fight and was called deaf! can u blieve... deaf lo.. i was nv called deaf in my life of 17yrs and 4mths. 1st tym hear it.. n worst! cum frm ta de mouth. walao.. was lyk.. immediate fuming!!!!!!

i hate ppl talking abt my ear liao.. cux hu wans to haf it? nobody! tats wad im with. so stop talking abt it! i've been living wid it for 17 yrs . so dun nid remind me.. i noe de k.. u will nv understand how it feels wen ur are called deaf.. its WORST den ppl giving u names!

haisshh.. wad to do.. forget it la.. tats me.. aquarian.. revengeful..

utterly hurt n disappointed.. dno wad to do now. mx sae im fighting a losing battle. i noe. but to me.. at least its a battle.. haiix (stupid hor)

the other shocking thing is .. my nu`er's words... hmm.. realli din expect such words to cum out frm her mouth lidat lo... so sad lo... mama was pretty sad.. will actualli very sad.. go read her blogg bah.. i think she update immediately after her crys..

well.. lesson learnt was. not to b faithful. cux the flirts are of the benifits.. ( pretty weird too but tats seems to b true)

well.. today is my pri sch cum all tym bestie bdae!!! happi bdae zijoo =)

cindy go back today aso.. hmm take care cindy!