after the WHOLE of ytd.. wanted to call u.. but i jus realise we broke of ties... so nvm...


life is getting bad to worse lo... noe wad... janet noe i not in the mood... haiix sian... not in da mood to work lo... she ask me y i sad sad de.. lyk sian sian lidat.. kaox.. even janet aso realise.. i thot val left liao den nobody will realise... loL.. well.. janet treat me very well.. i guess everybody can c tat.. so not sure when will i leave.. val left liao... patt my head lo.. lyk i baby lidat lo... siao de.. almost make me cry. den the she giof me all her tidbits .. loL. wan me rmb her huh? loL well i will..

hmm.. mama today go iterview.. most lykly will get the job lo... hahasx...near jules haus.. jus a bus stp away.. 2day mama bought the england shirt n of cux i bought the germany shirt.. now we haf shoe n shirt.. nxt one we gonna buy will b the bag... hahasx... she lyk england flag n country so buy england.. i lyk germany history n country so buy germany.. buy cux of other reason n not of world cup..haha so lame ryte.. ltr go rochester.. jason n yunos will sae us liao...

hmm.. mayb i will bcome quiet liao.. im not sure la.. but jus dun feel lyk talking liao lo... jus dun haf the mood bah... so sian.. so hurt... so evertg..

2day b4 everytg happen. i went mama's ah ma's haus. went dere eat dinner . mama cut apple for me to eat.den i go put in the freezer.. well.. so cold so nice.. den after tat we went ntuc w ah ma.. we all go buy groceries.. den mama walk me home.. thot everytg was fine till i go hm..


and tis happen...

after talking ...


for everytg is tis wad i haf to do.. "gif up"

do i realli haf to gif up?? the ans is "ya" at tat moment its was jus shattered.. but y sial.. i realli cant accept tis fact..

slp is an excuse to hang up the fone

nv check hp is an xcuse to not reply msg.

no tym is an xcuse to not mit

do u ever noe how hurting is tiese few words??? so u noe???!!!

tis is all i haf to sae.. easy said.. im speechless... k??!! thnx the hurts ...

well.. ytd i,mx,jenny,mt,joyce n sky.. we all watch over the hedge.. hahasx i ,mx,jenny n mt wan watch de den met sky at the booth dere den we all watch tgt lo.. cwp no tix.. den we go sunplaza n watch lo.. so funny lo..

sian... haiixx.. so sad lo... mx leaving me liao... loLtats part of the story i sad la.. well.. i understand how my mama feel lo.. cux we in same boat. jus tat my parent dno their daughter(which is me) is lidat de.. dey aso scold scold de lo... wad the hell lo... haiixx..

~ i miss uu* lo... haiixx.. miss uu* so much lo.. i realli dno wad can i do to numb myself liao... leaving s'pore aso cant stop it de... i will stil thjink of uu* de lo.. haix.. mayb its jus the tym tats not ryte.. i realli bu dong wo neng zuo shen me le... haiyo... ppl wun understand how i feel de lo... onli my mama will understand cux she is in the same boat as me.. we both stupid to fall in love with dem** n wad we did is get in n nv cum out... haiixx.. the key very difficult to find u noe anot... i think wo zhe yi bei zi bu neng chu qu le.. dere mayb a chance, but its realli hard..~

cindy resign liao.. she gave the letter to mam jane liao. 26 june last day..haiixx.. she my buddy in swens lo.. i went in swens n she is my closest fren liao.. haiix.. so sad lo... but wad to do.. she going KL to study liao ma.. if not wrong 2 ,3 yrs den cum bac s'pore to work.. haiixx.. den i heard weilun aso leaving swens but not now la.. but one day... so many ppl lidat leave i work dere lyk no meaning lidat liao... haiixx.. so sad lo ..

mam jane is so good to us n we leave ... haixx.. swens dun hav to pay but u'll nv get such laughther n joy in a work place lyk swens de lo... tats the point... swens shud pay fnb stuff higher** loL... hahasx.. dey pay higher den i quit rochester..loL

aiya.. now headache lo... sian.. i realli dno wad to do ... haixx.. 2day wen swens..(to work) den weilun sae so long nv see me.. loL ask me which planet i go..wad onli lo.. den ask me go mars do wad... siao de lo... loL.. den i n cindy told weilun to look after siti properly..loL .. den he so siao jiu dui liao... ah xiong kip disturbing me summore... kip make me ask ah yi dno wad stupid qxn. realli siao de lo..

ah xiong look at my hp.. den he saw the wallpp.. the pic tat we took in sentosa... i was beside jules. den he sak hu's tat i sae my 1st bf lo... loL den he sae i gt bf liao... sae he handsome..loL den lyk diaox liao... dno wad happen i sae i no bf den he lyk not convince lidat.. harm bin lo... grrr-

haiix dun wanna continue liao.. write on nxt tym bah.. tat mx wan blogg liao... kip pestering me.. so let her use liao..

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im back... loL walao go dere i spend exactly 150bucks lo... loL spend so much ryte..loL.. hmm.. well my mood is betta le bah.. haii yerr... my father so sucky lo... jus dun lyk him lo... wth... haii yerrr... well i dno wad to bloogg aso lo... at penang went to eat the crepe so freakin nice lo.. realli heaven lo...loL hahasx... i bought a ram(lamb actually)..loL. so cute lo... tat one rm110 lo... expensive ryte.. mx sae i go dere buy branded stuff nia... tats y...loL but tats not the point lo...den cum bac liao.. mx buy me a strawberry..hahasx.. i gt the tinny winny one and aso the big one.. hahasx.. yea baby..lloL well, i miss alot of ppl lo... alot alot alot jiu dui liao..loL not gna state hu bah.. jus tat its alot..hmm... my dad call mx to go hm lo... wad onli lo.. cb de lo... haii yerr.. jus dun understand... no matter wad janet n her mum will understand how mx felt... jus dun understand y most of the parents DUN UNDERSTAND.

hmm.. 2day.. i n mx go crazy again... we go kbox again.. haiix... we go dere shout shout shout.. so stress lo... haiix.. realli cant take it le bah.. WHEN ITS TYM ITS TYM... so its tym to turn into a new leaf bah.. but sae easy nia... haiixx... wad to do.. we are lost n cant find the key out ... no matter wad i hav to find the key lo... i dowan suffer le... i suffer enuff le... hmm.. today on mc... cux gt gastric flu... ytd went doctor.. the doctor sae de.. den no milk,chilli,sour and oily stuff.. lame lo... den today i drank shirly temple..loL wanted to drink tequila.. but ltr i cry of pain den dun nid fly tml liao...


haixx.. tml 7.15 mit janet... sian lo.. i 5.30 mus wake up liaoo... haiya.. lazy lo... hmm.. my neighnour go sniff glue again lo.. dno wad so nice abt it.. cant help le ba.. even she herelf dowan help herself how can we help her?? as mx sae.. she is well - mannered de lo.. at least she will sae thank you .. loL


** even you treat me good i aso cant accept u de .. sorry... haiix.. you shud noe why bah.. i nid to learn the mistakes n tis is the tym i shud learn... i m n wil b single ...tats all i wan for now... haiix... the past are too hurting n i dowan to haf such burden liao... cux all its does is shatter u into pieces n put salt on ur wound... haiix.. so sorryyy..**